"even when tears will fall down like rain,
never give up."
No matter how hard it seems
It's time to put on another smile
living beyond yourself for today
living for more than just me everyday
living for the Truth and nothing's gonna change that
++// mavis
++// 19
++// 17 aug 1988
++// poly yr 3 cum nie student, chinese teacher to be
Thursday, January 24, 2008
= Matthias =
i was wondering what someone told me this week, " we will never rise higher than the group of people we are mixing with" " we sometimes need to let go of certain people in order to progress forward." "we need to find someone who can really be of the same frequency as us so we could help and mould each other".
and i was looking back on the friendships i had with various people, and i marveled how many exactly have i known heart to heart and soul to soul. i do believe in soul mates and i believe people of the opposite gender could be soul mates too. speaking of my current position, i am however still thankful for the people God has placed over my life and in my life.
many times i told myself that i might not be good enough to be Someone's Plan A. But in His eyes, Judas was meant to be a Plan A but he fell and betrayed Jesus in the end. On the other hand, the man of a different spirit, Matthias had a deep spiritual hunger to know God. The beautiful thing is, Matthias was never Jesus' 12 disciples, hence he was a Plan B. Yet in the end, he was one of the 70 who was being called by Jesus.
I want to believe that though others might tell me i am a Plan B, I would really not lose heart anymore.
Because there is someone who proved me wrong - Matthias.