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people need to be listened.
listeners listen well.
listeners too needs to be listened.
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you can live the way you want ;
but never or
dont live the way you do tmorrow as you do yesterday.
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you have to fight on no matter what
its not fair;
If I am fighting FOR YOU then WHY ARENT YOU?
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something caused us to change;
we've seen our true colours.
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i need to know what you know
please dont hold back anything from me;
cos i care
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First, if you want a change;
CHANGE first
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I dont need to please you;
because i simply dont need to.
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I am going to be happy;
because there is no reasons for me to be sad.
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" You are not alone;
I will hold you by Your right hand whenever you feel so. "
-God
the above words might mean nothing, not inspirational to you or you might just think its philosophy or simply so cliche. But now, i really wont think about what others think. I am still going to blog my style, my way.
AGEHHHHH!!
vis
smiles*
4/30/2007 07:38:00 pm
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= 可惜不是你 =
if you dont have time, dont bother about reading further.
its gonna take quite a while.
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last night i was reading some of the words you guys gave me before i left;
“天使在人间该藏好翅膀”
“the shadow proves the sunshine”
还想说的是,我一直把你们放在心上,没有忘记你们啊。就愿咋们不会冷落彼此。
可见,“感性”也要时间来培养;在一个忙碌的环境里,自由空间也变得较小。空间的定义又是如何?
今天戴红红老师的课上讲到了如何写不同种类的诗歌。抒情诗应该最受大家的欢迎了,不是吗?本人也如此。不知为何上课时会不自觉地打瞌睡,今天上《当代中国》时更是闷死了。修读经济科目根本不是我的擅长项目,我们看好戏吧!当会儿就要上这门课的辅导课,要看那长篇大论的ppt, 说实在的,眼睛有点累。不过,我们因该open 一点,敞开心胸。 对啊,这不是君伟老师在一年级就与大家分享的吗?是我,太不尽善尽美了。
有时候自己会想,对自己没什么要求是件好事吗?我能精益求精吗?好多未知数。睁开双眼多看看世界;开阔视野。来到这里最常听到的是:“读万卷书,行万里路”。好了,这次有机会可到农村一趟。横店?-〉是这么写的吗?五一黄金假期看来,看头看来也挺不错的哦!
昨晚月了文越讨论拜五的英语广播如何;过程挺不错的。爽快了,我答应了做一份关于王家卫导演的《2046》。 题材很鲜明,具有浓厚的艺术气息。本人没看过这部电影,但文越约数的非常精彩,电影节拍可能会慢些,但我还是想看看这部...尽快吧,反正在这里空得很。
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Anyway, 我是不明白,为什么。
越是抽象,我越想明白。
越是模糊,我越想清澈它
越是困难,转化成力量。
Anyway, 我还是不明白,为什么。
就此时,太阳与我告别
星星只不过如此而已
黄昏的空气,少了你
还是有点... 可惜。
vis
smiles*
4/25/2007 02:18:00 pm
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To be handed up:
Philosophy - thurs
Essay writing - sat
History's driving most of the peeps here crazy.
It kindda drove me at 260km/h.
But music remained my very best friend amongst all the studying turmoil.
Alright, it wasnt too bad an experience afterall >.<
Timo, Music opens everything up. its very deja vu today.
:)
been listening to old albums over time, and newest ones of course.
Albums racked: Embrace by Sun Ho and Stella Huang's first album.
its raining here in china, how bout Sg ?
雨下整夜,我的爱已出就像雨水
窗台蝴蝶,象诗里纷飞的美丽情节
我接着写,
把永远爱你写进诗的结尾;
你是我唯一想要的了解
just suddenly thought of this song by Jay, lyrics by Vincent Fang. A song which i never liked so much back then but now i do. Sometimes we just realise that old songs at that time might not capture your heart; but over time, slowly we began to be receptive to some songs.
like myself, i was never receptive to rock, punk rock and even JAZZ & INSTRUMENTAL etc, but now I could accept and appreciate them.
Does this theory apply to people as well ?
I hope it does for some.
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coming up next week, 85 days back home, What do you think ?
gradually i think i will miss china.
Apparently, 我从哪里来就会那里去。
Afterall, 我的家收藏我的欢喜悲伤...
ok lah, doesnt want to sound as if i want to abassador singapore...
tonight,
keep me warm in Your embrace.
vis
smiles*
4/22/2007 04:10:00 pm
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= just a blue monday =

woohooo~ mangooo desert neh!

and of course, the person ordering it. hehe

my new style!

these are shoes we bought in china, wanna guess which ones belong to me?

pig-ball

melodeee

chanbeeehui

mavisssss

yan an lu - where shopping warfare starts.

and we were singing : "take these wings and learn to fly, to the highest mountain in the sky, take these eyes and learn to see, all the things so dear to me. " at a party made specially for us and the other engineering Np students who came over for a week only.

we are DONG GAN in our different aspects and we EXCEL in them!

I was quite worried when this " ah dee" hairdresser do my hair, thankfully my NO.2 hairdresser came and style my hair and the term " dong gan" comes from him! muahaha

Bihui said this piece looked abit taitai hehe. But actually the time was alr 12am when i ate that.

my co-member of the junkie gang.

Like owner, Like pig.
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just to add on, a series of events have happened. last week, both of my roomies went to the hospital for some check up due to food poisoning? or weak stomach? stomach flu ? anyway, the docs dint bothered, they were given 1LITRES of drips each for 2 days which means a total of 2 LITRES of Sodium Chloride. I wonder why dont they give glucose instead. Well, thank God the both of them are alive and kicking' well, taking a nap now haha !! =x
anyway, yesterday i took part in this songwriting competition held in school, den erm i was supposed to come out with some creativity or songs la, but i didnt manage to, so in the end i just sang jay's " an jing " in my own rendition. :S Well, it came out so well, better than i expected! After singing, this guy in specs and white jacket came up on stage and appreciated my performance. We dont get to see such stuffs in Sg right?
haha, we are living in room 117 and room 116 and 118 are our neighbours. Room 116 never fails to blast music at the weirdo times. OK, let me highlight, we live in a guy's hostel, all the 42 of us. Neither do i know why did the school arrange it that way but yah. So this 116 one day, waited for my pretty friend Carmen Lum who's staying in 115, to step out of her room. Then he immediately sang " SARANG HEI YOU-- MEANS I LOVE YOU... " that JJ song to Carmen. She totally freaked out and went back to her room and closed the door. Haha, what a weird experience right!
Then on saturday night ,the guys place a rabbit right outside her hostel. OH MY GOSH~ weird things have been happening.. For your info, the ppl here eat rabbit meat!! SOBSSS~~
Alright la, i have been editing english scripts the students here wrote. and here's a copy for you to view :D ( original text )
"
Affection on the playground
The sixth sports meeting of Zhejiang university city college has started at the 13th aprile, a great many of teachers and students participate in diverse competitions who filled with passion and energy. Turn around the playground, you can find that something affect you. As for me, there are three things affect me profoundly.
Fighting
No matter he or she is,to be a athlete, has a strong responsibility in the heart fighting in the competition for self or for the school they belong to.
Each competition is heated and athletes anxious all through the competition especially the few seconds at start. Athletes wave their sweat on the play ground that do their best to win or get honor. We are in pround of you not as you are winner, but for you insist till the last. You are hero in my heart.
Friendship
Come on, come on, encourage sounds one by one encourging athlete make an extra effort. At the jumping-off point, several students around athlete who say take it easy to athlete that let them relax. At the end point, some students help the athlete on their own initiative and take care of them after competition. With friends’ help, athletea are more exciting and do better during the competition.
Generation gap disappear
In ordinary days, professors are teachers, we are students, a generation gap exist between teachers and students, but, it doesn’t work any more. In the sports meeting, teachers and students chatting like old friends and encourge each other on the playground. What a happy sea!
As far as I am concerned, we should do exercise often in the common days is good for your health which is the main aim for hold this sports meeting. "
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Alright, thats all folks!
vis
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4/16/2007 01:06:00 pm
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= Burn. =
and my heart burns for you.
:)
guys, for your info fang had been unwell for nearly 2 weeks, pls keep her in prayers.
yifang, i pray you will get well soon.
vis
smiles*
4/15/2007 05:39:00 pm
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= maybe. =
' Over the mountains and the seas
Your river runs with love for me
And I will open up my heart
Let the Healer set me free. '
- I could sing of Your love forever.
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walkin down the lane
in the midst of the glooming stars
strangers beside me seemed afar
unspoken distance in the heart
does it means that we're apart?
time and time this feeling came
and so were memories in the rain
wonder how this would ever end
nobody knows, but Jesus my Friend.
it could be the rose that lost its colour
rose of glory, rose of laughter
being sent to another world
unfailing grace, unfailing love.
still,
it sings of your love forever.
and so i stand,
with arms high and heart abandoned.
all i am, is yours.
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there are many things in life that we could control but one thing, time. We just simply couldn't no matter when, what, where, how. Truly, it is so fast that I'm going home in 92 days. I told my roomies that I'm surely coming back to this place which plays such an important part of my life in the future, or hopefully near future :)
If i would say I thought over more things here where I never back there, this is very true and i believe its the same for everyone here. There's definately more free time, lessser responsibilites.... yada yada.. less room for yourself. I would say the little room for myself and I would be in my heart; it speaks it listens, and it understands.
mathilda hopes to be back stronger, braver than last time.
she can right?
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yes.
vis
smiles*
4/14/2007 12:50:00 pm
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We too should unmask our stained hearts and grimy souls and be honest with the One who knows our most secret sins.
vis
smiles*
4/12/2007 10:51:00 pm
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= silence. =
as i went back to silence
i was enthrone by is beauty
bewildering of the uncertainty
instantly brought back to senses
and oh, what a sweet dream
you know what,
thats you and me.
would it stay linger over tonight
even if the morning star will shine so bright
but just tonight let it flow'
i'll promise you
after this dream,
i will go.
- just a stranger passing by
waving my hand and say good-bye.
vis
smiles*
4/09/2007 03:40:00 am
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I love because You first loved me
I live because of what You gave
You died show me how live
Your mercy taught me to forgive
You came and poured Yourself so free
Your blood wash away my shame
and now, I can live again
I'm more of You and less of me
My first Love forever You will be
My first Breadth You're the life in me
My first Joy the world can never take from me
My covenant with You
Jesus.
Your love falls down
Your love falls down
Your love falls down
over me.
--
its very great joy.
hahaha.
:)
and guanxian, you're enlisting.
how great right! muahaha
vis
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4/08/2007 06:39:00 pm
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just to add on, we watched a chinese movie “墨攻” in class duiring chinese philosophy class; its the story of 革离; a mozi philosopher who lives in the era of warring states aka 春秋战国 acted by andy lau. apart from the fact that i think he is super handsome and charming *hahaha* , the storyline is superb. Geli is this intelligent man who practise the Mozi philosophy and wise advices in the warfare against "zhao", a strong country who wanted to attack "Liang" the country which Geli came to provide advice to the king. Anyway, its NICE!!! But on the other side of the coin, you could see how war and unrest could caused the losing of many innocent lives, how greed and wrong motives of a ruler can bring your kingdom down. the way the people torture prisoners is totally cruel and grusome. 五马分尸( tie for legs, hands and head to 5 horses and make them run in different directions till ur body tears apart.. awww this is the worse of the worse in chinese history i thought),刊头,cutting of your tongue, they can think of all sorts of ways to torture people to death, i was so "eeeee" by those scenes yet i have and got to admit that that is the truth and historically it is true. like so :S right.
okay, actually i quite look forward to doing radio production again, and i heard its coming next wed, haha lets do it! miss the days of doing radio production pretty much, not just presenting, but editng ur own piece gives u a sense of fulfilment.
anyway, after living with my roomies i felt that my expectation of almost everything is not very high, too easily contented would it be a bad thing ??
--
vis
smiles*
4/05/2007 12:33:00 am
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= 拥抱 - embrace =
你怀着伤口
在人海独自漫游
你低着头
不再看星座
以为没人懂
就狠狠关上窗口
可是这寂寞原来
每个路人都懂
*你我都有过
拥抱一样的难过
给我你的双手
让我贴近你(的)胸口(真心拥有)
温柔在流动
拥抱复活的感动
沉默都能够交流
心事化做心跳的节奏
想哭的时候
竟想起我的笑容
流下的泪光
原来会在暗中闪烁
天空如果要乌云飘过
就陪你等候
你在害怕什么
我在雨后城市中看到彩虹
repeat(*)
不管宇宙多辽阔
拥抱了纪念你我
的星球
-- Sun "Embrace"
vis
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4/04/2007 10:48:00 pm
Good Friday is this friday.
6th April.
Easter is on the 8th April.
Phenomenal, nation-wide , world-wide
Beyond any realm.
Victory declared.
from BC to AD.
Awesome.
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When troubles come I'll trust in You
For i know You will lead me through
and i know You are FAITHFUL till the end
and when the storms are drawing near
when i'm with You i dont have to fear
You're my Shepherd on whom i can depend
Through the day, through the night
I know You are ALWAYS by my side
Lord You are always HERE with me
There is no changing God in Thee
You are same yesterday and today and
FOREVER MORE
Here on Your promises I stand
You hold my FUTURE in Your hands
My Solid Rock,
ALMIGHTY GOD,
I worship You.
..
so faithful, always-here almighty God.
Only You could take my breadth away.
You alone.
vis
smiles*
4/04/2007 01:08:00 am
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To keep your balance in a crooked world, …think of home.
- Max Lucado
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i am back from Shanghai, to realise that i actually missed Hangzhou, missed the hostel i first complained i didnt like, missed my super hard wooden plank bed with only 2 layers of comforter, missed the streets outside my school.
i couldnt believe it.
But it really feels good to be home.
now its another point of awakening
a time to get back to my senses and get back to what i am doing.
there is a always a time for play and a time for work.
play hard, work smart. :P
above all,
i miss Home so much and my loved ones back there.
vis
smiles*
4/01/2007 07:36:00 pm
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