"even when tears will fall down like rain,
never give up."
No matter how hard it seems
It's time to put on another smile
living beyond yourself for today
living for more than just me everyday
living for the Truth and nothing's gonna change that
++// mavis
++// 19
++// 17 aug 1988
++// poly yr 3 cum nie student, chinese teacher to be
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
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I really appreciate alot of things that many people have done for me, taken off days leave just to meet me. Thanks for all your sacrifices friends! Those who have a very packed schedule yet still made time for me, i am really very touched. Not to mentioned names, i know you could sense it. :)
Like i said, its really not how much you could want to do when somone's leaving, but how much you treasured that person when he or she is by your side. During the holidays and while preparing and packing for this trip i began to think that human are just weird animals. We only will treasure things when we began to realise that we've lost them or are going to lose them. Frankly speaking, i laughed. I thought and i admit i am one like this, arent you too ?
For a moment, I just want to spend time with those i want to spend time with. If you think that you haven't disappoint me, i'm sorry you just did it too many times and got away with it. And I simply cant be bothered already.
i know things will definately not going to be the same after 20 weeks. Hopefully better and i am expectant and excited for a great future ahead. And more expectant for this trip. 4 months is going to be over soon.
Women are a typically weird species, they simply love to say the opposite. And I really dont understand either. They saw something which they really like and want to get it, but they simply wont buy it. Though their mind think in a way, yet they say it in another way.