Captivating___

after reading a blog of a loved friend, i decided to blog in this entry.

sometimes when we feel that we are depressed, and there might not be a single soul there for you and hence, we might tend to feel upset. For some people, they just got to battle with this feeling once and for all, but some its a total nursing process where things just seem to get worsen.

Afterall, i have to say, this is very normal, humans are just people with feelings and they need to be loved and cared for.

just want to challenge all of you today, ever remember those moments where you have to fight against loneliness and grief? Some late nights where you felt like doing nothing and just time slip off like that? What is your conviction based on? Feelings alone?

but the fact is that, no one can ever change the way you think about life. If everyone is doing something for you maybe not in a very big way, but still, yet you refuse to change the way you think, i guess things wont change either.

I do have moments where I need to battle against emotional struggles too such as wanting of attention from people around me. and i will realise i start to do funny things, or even thought of giving up. And at the end of the day, my attitude was really bad.

But by the grae of God, I realised by doing this, i no longer hurt Him alone, but I've hurt many others. Because I was hurting myself.

it really pains to see the one you cherish hurting him or herself and sink totally in depression and grief, and continues to walk in it.

Sometimes to many, when times as such come, to remain positive is something which is so hard to do, and they simply shut their mind from positive reminders but opened the doors to entertain negative thoughts. But at the end of the day, who is the one responsible for allowing negative thoughts to enter?

I would really like to express how i feel but not to address who or who so ever. That, at least love yourself and do the right thing. Thats the least i can ask of you. Do take care.

vis smiles*
2/13/2007 04:06:00 am

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