= HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIYU! =
in you i find my dreams
in you i've healed my wings
in you i've found me;
i will sing forevermore
so captivated by your love in me
you alone; destiny.
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for the start of jan 2007, goal setting indeed it is truly important; one of which im going to accomplish by the end of 2007 is that i'm going to make an effort to read more books and Jenn will say amen. :) Wisdom is found through reading and im not going to be an Old singaporean who will jump and yell hurray when my house seriously and urgenly lack newspapers supplies. I need to read more and gain more knowledge and change my mindset about the world that evolves around me. Be educated, encouraged and empowered for success! when you fail to plan, you really plan to fail!
for the first time of my life, i gave a personal testimony in chinese (mixed with some english). what an evermore lifechanging experience. I wont admit that im a brave person, stage fright is something that i often have to battle with. But i can say, the only moment that i wont statter or stumble, is when i sing. i wouldnt say i deliver stuffs very well, but i would say its something that i would put my heart, passion & soul into. haha, but my dream is still to be a mother of 3. belive it or not, i yearn to be a housewife and do it well. i think im quite house-wifefy man. in the future, i will penetrate my own MARKETplace LOL.
woo hoo~ ->> this is my new found slang this year. it excites me every time i use it, dont belive? test me then. *grins*
being relevant in this society is truly so important. pursuing to be excellent is the attitude that one simply ought to desire for.
shining in your light, guided by your love.
i desire to have this spirit of excellence!
with my broken teochew, i finally got to speak to grandpa. we chatted and he laughed at my broken dialect; i felt good! i remembered the days he drive me to school from kindergarden days to secondary school days the mornings when he'll wake me up from bed and have lunch with me. somehow, we both changed. but he's still the granpa i love so much :)
i suddenly felt like writing the story of granpa and grandma.
during that time, match-making was the key to marriage. grandma, was a pretty and hot babe that time, there were rich men who wanted to take her hand for marriage but she never took a glance at them at all. rather, she was attracted to this hooligan young man - my grandpa who was very fine looking and sincere. he wasnt rich but he cared. something funny was, grandma and grandpa is 18yrs of age apart yet grandpa lied until marraige that he was only 5 yrs older! anyway, thats out of the point. man, they had harsh parental objections and no one approved of their marraige. great-grandma of course would want a rich man as her son-in-law.
after marraige, they made a living of their own through creative ways and manner in the kampung. grandma soon fell sick and this sickness lasted till her deathbed. however,
i admired grandma so much for being so smart and witty to find ways and means to survive! though grandma left me 8 years ago, but surely i do miss her sometimes and i would think of her. someone greatly missed and remembered in my heart. :)
i would say that love is against all odds and be it a love for a parent, friend or loved one.
and normally we would want to move in the realm of the precious for our loved ones, to give something that truly shows our love, maybe till the extent of sacrificing. but i still must make my stand that it should be expressed; in the right manner of course.
and truly, i love every single one of you.
and its HUIYU's birthday today!
girl, I love you and happy birthday!
vis
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1/22/2007 04:26:00 am
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