Captivating___

= running after you =

your word is a light unto my path
your love guides me through my darkest night
and even though sometimes your ways i cannot understand
i'll never walk away because my future's in your hands

i dont care what people will say
im running after you
i wont turn back and go their way
im running after you
yeah yeah yeah

dont matter what may come my way
im running after you
its you im following today
im running after you

i simply like this song.
because im not running alone.
He is running before me,
all i do, is to run after Him.
dont matter what may come my way
yeah.

=))

vis smiles*
1/31/2007 02:12:00 am

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im glad im finally done with the song i want for my blog.

courage.

i guess we all need it right? :)

im very happy with my marketing results! next up would be photo taking and photoshop!

DR A R BERNARD is COMING!!! ( he's my favourite )

and.. i have 35days more. EXCITED!

its now or never.

vis smiles*
1/26/2007 02:47:00 pm

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Life

as you see through life
you'll see that there is so much we dont understand
and the only thing we really know
is things don't always go the way we planned.

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many times even when things do happen
but the results is not what we wanted.

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a guy friend approached me recently, sayin that why can a girl be that heartless when it comes to rejections?
if i were to stand on the stand of that girl, i would do the same.
we should never leave any grounds or chances to anyone whom we dont think there's a possibility between us.

but whatever decisions that is made further than that, like whether being able to be friends again got to really depends.

i proud to say, that personally i didnt end every relationship that badly, because they dont need to. but if everyone thinks the same, well.. thats another case.

one thing i've learned, persistence really can destroy someone's life at times.
to girls, its irritation. wad do you guys think?
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today, seriously its a series of unfortunate events.

God, You are still good when things turns bad.

Hide me now
Under Your wings
Cover me
Within Your mighty hand
When the oceans rise and thuders roar
I will soar with You above the storm
Father You are King over the flood
I will be still know You are God.

I first Know Him with this song and its really the song of my heart.

vis smiles*
1/24/2007 04:16:00 am

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= HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIYU! =

in you i find my dreams
in you i've healed my wings
in you i've found me;
i will sing forevermore
so captivated by your love in me
you alone; destiny.
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for the start of jan 2007, goal setting indeed it is truly important; one of which im going to accomplish by the end of 2007 is that i'm going to make an effort to read more books and Jenn will say amen. :) Wisdom is found through reading and im not going to be an Old singaporean who will jump and yell hurray when my house seriously and urgenly lack newspapers supplies. I need to read more and gain more knowledge and change my mindset about the world that evolves around me. Be educated, encouraged and empowered for success! when you fail to plan, you really plan to fail!

for the first time of my life, i gave a personal testimony in chinese (mixed with some english). what an evermore lifechanging experience. I wont admit that im a brave person, stage fright is something that i often have to battle with. But i can say, the only moment that i wont statter or stumble, is when i sing. i wouldnt say i deliver stuffs very well, but i would say its something that i would put my heart, passion & soul into. haha, but my dream is still to be a mother of 3. belive it or not, i yearn to be a housewife and do it well. i think im quite house-wifefy man. in the future, i will penetrate my own MARKETplace LOL.

woo hoo~ ->> this is my new found slang this year. it excites me every time i use it, dont belive? test me then. *grins*

being relevant in this society is truly so important. pursuing to be excellent is the attitude that one simply ought to desire for.
shining in your light, guided by your love.
i desire to have this spirit of excellence!

with my broken teochew, i finally got to speak to grandpa. we chatted and he laughed at my broken dialect; i felt good! i remembered the days he drive me to school from kindergarden days to secondary school days the mornings when he'll wake me up from bed and have lunch with me. somehow, we both changed. but he's still the granpa i love so much :)

i suddenly felt like writing the story of granpa and grandma.

during that time, match-making was the key to marriage. grandma, was a pretty and hot babe that time, there were rich men who wanted to take her hand for marriage but she never took a glance at them at all. rather, she was attracted to this hooligan young man - my grandpa who was very fine looking and sincere. he wasnt rich but he cared. something funny was, grandma and grandpa is 18yrs of age apart yet grandpa lied until marraige that he was only 5 yrs older! anyway, thats out of the point. man, they had harsh parental objections and no one approved of their marraige. great-grandma of course would want a rich man as her son-in-law.

after marraige, they made a living of their own through creative ways and manner in the kampung. grandma soon fell sick and this sickness lasted till her deathbed. however,
i admired grandma so much for being so smart and witty to find ways and means to survive! though grandma left me 8 years ago, but surely i do miss her sometimes and i would think of her. someone greatly missed and remembered in my heart. :)

i would say that love is against all odds and be it a love for a parent, friend or loved one.
and normally we would want to move in the realm of the precious for our loved ones, to give something that truly shows our love, maybe till the extent of sacrificing. but i still must make my stand that it should be expressed; in the right manner of course.

and truly, i love every single one of you.

and its HUIYU's birthday today!
girl, I love you and happy birthday!

vis smiles*
1/22/2007 04:26:00 am

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i just want nothing But You

More precious than silver
More costly than gold
no riches on this earth
compares to You
and what can this world offer when all i desire is You?
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had i made a difference in your life ?
if i hadnt, i would make sure i do
if not i had not lived my life to the fullest,
not at all.

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this week as i look back, it could be a tiring one for you guys be it projects, problems the routines or even the sudden setbacks. But i just want to encourage all of you that life is still worth living because the sun will still rise tomorrow and everything will still move on. You simply dont live in a world of your own and you alone will make a difference to someone else's life. Man is not perfect, but surely when you make a mistake once, its enough.

Alright, i shall mention about something girls of my age would mention.
do you know that the project superstar 2 finalist darren and diya came to my school?
woo hoo! darren was...CHARMING man! what a pity they didnt sing but left like after 5mins ?
haha, before that we were playing a game suggested by honeydew brother. its really good to kill time! i know this part sounds co cliche.

i thought, i forgot the purpose of a blog: to record the events of your life.

this week, i went go sing kbox alone and supposedly my time should end at 6pm but as i made my stay till 8pm, no one chased me out at all. they are really being kind souls. at the end of it, i truly sang to my hearts content. knowing that nothing is ever that hard for me!
im still gonna smile despite anything.

40 days and ill be leaving for zhejiang.
how to leave without regrets?
i cant wait to be back after 20 weeks spend there.
beautiful is hangzhou, but where the blood runs is still my homeland.

i miss subway
i miss cam-whoring
i miss marina square
i miss manicuring
i miss running pantingly
i miss the toilet
i miss life bookshop
i miss kbox

so i'll stand with arms high and heart abandon
not my will but Yours be done.

vis smiles*
1/20/2007 01:37:00 am

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= love next door =

distance doesnt make a heart fonder
it makes a heart colder.

before the world began
you were on his mind
and every tear you cry
is precious in his eyes

losing something precious in your life could be painful
but i rather not lose this precious first love i had
with someone who gave it all away
many times tested
many times questioned
many times discouraged
yet many times encouraged
many times rejected
but still accepted

power to rise up again after you fall.

still, its a love worth giving because it costed too much
as i look back, he's still the same yesterday today and forever
i might have changed but he hasnt;

here i am
now i've found the greatest love of all is mine.
the greatest sacrifice.
with arms high and heart abandoned
all i am is yours

I loved because you first loved me.

vis smiles*
1/19/2007 12:58:00 pm

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the odour of the chrysanthemums saturated my mind with a song
leading my heart to a faraway town
beauty is too simple a word to describe
to what is laid ahead of us
keep on holding on and never let go
to a dream that's so called our own.

- anonymous

vis smiles*
1/12/2007 03:08:00 am

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这一夜，我睡不着
为何你要让我这样的担心你
Baby, I am so worried.
Cant hold it longer
Let it out, let it out tonight
最不可能的花样
过火的tone调
让我怎么放下101个心。
心。今晚好重。
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很多时候，在朋友之间不是单单劝告就能摆脱一切的。
更多时候，当麻烦来临时让人招架不住时才觉醒
早知今日何必当初？　

不过，事情发生的过程能让一个人变得更加成熟
身前不为自己着想，身后有太迟了
累积的时间，记忆相信这一辈子无法抹去。

光芒，我需要你的存在，你的温暖
你的指引，你的方向
他开这个被封锁的心门吧！

为此，我今日为你留了泪
心想被针扎了一下
just praying tonight
Just unbreak my heart tonight.

含着泪，
微笑着。

vis smiles*
1/10/2007 04:44:00 am

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slowing down your life's pace seeing life in a differnt way.

;in class.

:)

vis smiles*
1/08/2007 12:23:00 pm

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i never felt so pain like now.
God, You're my Healer.
You take away all pain
Bring away my fears
cast it all away.
Give me Your hope that I can still believe
to see Your never failing love
being testified here.
I need You so much.
Heal this pain.
That i would still endure
and keep on keeping on
because its worthwhile.

vis smiles*
1/05/2007 02:02:00 am

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= sayonara december =

I thought that i would be able to blog on the 31st of dec to sum my yr 2006 up, but i guess ...
haha, time waits for no man!

at the beginning of the day, i surely want to mark the sense of feeling proud for a beloved friend of mine, who was featured in the sunday times on page 38 just right below of the BIG ad.
come on! haha the very last time i saw him with his wife - fender steocaster( something like that ) was in oct 04 graduation day.

too add on, my new year eve was definately awesome and the best but yet! Overflowed with thanks and appreciation, everyone was indeed overwhelmed with what to say. More than that, i am really thankful that I survived the year through and I found the souls i could really depend on. they know who they are and they know that i would lay my life down for them. my preciousss and dearesttt!!!

some ppl i would like to thank here apart from God and my spiritual family,

My parents - you're everything to me.
relatives - blood is thicker than water
My beloved classmates and schoolmates - the crayons in my life
My neighbours - spirit of longsuffering LOL
My boss and colleagues - once a teacher, forever a mentor.
My mentors/ teachers/ lecturers - they are reason why i chose to be one :)

just everyone who walked into my life, left your footprints and created a difference! You guys made me a better person by being part of it in 2006.

The later part of new year eve was filled with loads of refreshments and laughter. I really got to thank George and Hazel for opening up their house and yesterday couldnt be possible without them! We had buffet steamoboat and the thing which i remembered most was the " warm orange juice" it tasted.. man, you should try it yourself! Of course, not to mention that we had great people like Pretty and PCL, the 2 great Ps ! :p

I've too recieved a piece of photo beautifully framed and signed with thanks and words of exhortation from a loved friend, it would be something that would really encourage me to press on in times of trials and tribulations and something that i would not leave out of my checklist to zhejiang for sure.

Surely, this is a year that i really learned how to love, how to be happy and how to be contented.
year 2006, a truly great year. i've learn to let go and let God, and things turn out the best it could ever be. I felt, maybe not that much stronger on the inside, but surely better in my character through all the moulding and im so excited for the more that is yet to come in 2007!

I long to know You more.
Destiny. my Eternity,
I'm closer to You.
take me deeper in 2007.

my beloved,
My heart is with you all.
it was, it is and it will always be.

all yours,
majie

vis smiles*
1/01/2007 10:33:00 pm

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::achieves::
x July 2005 x August 2005 x September 2005 x October 2005 x November 2005 x December 2005 x January 2006 x February 2006 x March 2006 x April 2006 x May 2006 x June 2006 x July 2006 x August 2006 x September 2006 x October 2006 x November 2006 x December 2006 x January 2007 x February 2007 x March 2007 x April 2007 x May 2007 x June 2007 x July 2007 x August 2007 x September 2007 x October 2007 x November 2007 x January 2008 x February 2008 x March 2008