Captivating___

= "a love worth giving" =

something which strongly strucked my heart alot.
is life just living in a routine every single day.
is life just waking up in the morning going to school, finish school, find a partner, get married, have kids, age, sick and lastly die just like that.

if this is my life,
i rather not live it at all.
because i will always question myself: where's my purpose and where am i heading to?

is life just having a job and earning wages.

i would tell you,
its definately more than that.

when you begin to worry less for yourself and more for others
when you begin to care less for yourself and more for others
when you begin to pray and fast for others and not for yourself.
this is when true living starts.

living beyond yourself.

we may be depressed by one thing or other factors which evolve round our lives.
but if everything that you do, buy, get is for yourself..
then i have to say...
you really love yourself!
but the truth is: loving yourself and being selfish is differernt in the context now.

but i really want to love everyone with the love i experience from God and from His people.
love those who are hard to love and
love those who i dont think i will love.
This is unconditional, agape love of Christ.
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Back to school today, I've learned alot stuffs in Alfred's class. He did mentioned about crossing the roads in China can really be a pain in the neck. *hahaha* nothing offensive though. But he did mention about the roads are really hard to cross to get to the other side! So in order to get to the other side, an local Chinese lady was kind enough to hold both his and his mum's hand and get them across in the midst of the buzzling, never ending traffic in just 3 seconds!

This gave me an instant revelation on the promises of God.

Our walk in life is just like a buzzling road.

and the cars are of course a WOAH amount of distractions and temptations.
yet, our destination is at the other side of the road.
well, lets assume EVERYONE is aware of this fact.

some may try to stay where they are and wait for someone to lead them across.
some may even turn their backs and decided to stray and walk another way.
but

only few will chose to cling on to the hand of God and walk through this valley of faith.

That is why,
many are called, but few are chosen.

whether or not
I have the faith of a mustard seed to believe that those who are called,
will press on and will contine to press on still.

and the greatest thing is that,
if you can believe, nothing is impossible and hence what you though you need 30 years to have may just occur in 3 seconds!

God bless all.

=))

vis smiles*
11/04/2006 02:20:00 am

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