= love, me =
I saw this chunk of infomation on my friendster site. I thought it meant something to me:
"Things may not be clear for quite a while, but you can live with the uncertainty.
Exciting travel is in your near future, although it might not be the same journey you had planned. Let go of your organizational nature and try to let this new adventure unfold naturally. Give control over to fate. Things may not be too clear for quite a while, but you don't have to try to make them clear. Simply live with the uncertainty. In some circles, 'uncertain' is just another word for 'spontaneous.' Incorporate more chance and fate into how you live your life. "
though fate is mentioned many times, but the fact that I can live with the uncertainity is something i really want to work towards to!
Come on mavis! You got to face the unknown and walk into the unknown and get used to the unknown!
* grins *
anyway, i just realised how long i didnt come online,i was rather shocked by the rate of blog entries that i had actually blogged over one week, one.
over a week, i've thought over alot of things and ya! im doing fine and still keeping on with my dreams, visions and desires. I'm not going to be discouraged, but stay encouraged and continue to encourage!
last friday all my lectures were cancelled when i got to school hence, mbm left school. together with mr lee kuan liang, we witness an accident whereby a lorry got skidded and overturned right outside sim. i was praying in my heart for the driver though we werent related. thankfully nothing happened to the driver, he still managed to get out by his own physical strength. but something's serious with the lorry la! pitiful lorry.
afterwhich, we went kbox. its been sometime since i last sang. thankfully, i thought it was one f the best sessions. i've actually improved in delivering the same songs, but in a different way. yay! we'll grow and we simply dont stay the same. this is life, and eventually we'll all go seperate ways, but we'll meet again one day :)
last weekend, haha i got to say its a stretch in the spiritual muscles! hee!
sunday ended off in a high note with ESCAPE ! $6 for everything come one la! so hua suan la! i enjoyed the ride which looks like mrt the most. it took me to a certain height and there, i caught a view of a nearby island. wow, its beautiful. more than the excitement, there is an atmosphere of peacefulness at that point of time in the air. that yakult ride caught me in a dizzy mode, but " love, me " was played on my way home my the PA systems in escape. I really love that song sung by Colin raye.
I read a note my grandma wrote back in nineteen twenty-three.
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me.
He said,"Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I loved your Grandma so."
We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together.
Get married in the first town we came to, and live forever.
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet, instead
I found this letter, and this is what it said:
If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long I'll be.
But I'm not gonna let you down,
darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you.
Love, me.
I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away,
In the doorway of a church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray.
I know I'd never seen him cry in all my fifteen years;
But as he said these words to her,
his eyes filled up with tears.
If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long I'll be.
But I'm not gonna let you down,
darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you.
Love, me.
Between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you.
Love, me.
what a beautiful song on a cloudy night.
And soon, i reached home. Had a very nice and quality talk with mum. She told me of how people in society she knew could be so unfaithful to their spouses even after marriage. How couples got upset with each other and about their own marraige.
But i thought, even if it is so, if there is such thing called forgiveness, wouldnt it be just enough to reconcile? it might not be easy to forgive, but it is definately one of the greatest thing one can ever do to another person or experience from someone.
whats more when that person forgets. oh man, it truly feels great to be forgived!
i never struggle with forgiving others but i do struggle with forgiving myself for some of the silly mistakes i've made before.
hm... if you are just like me, why not lets encourage each other and forget what has happened? we never stop to make mistakes in life.
but lets learn from them
and never make the same mistakens again!
now i know,
for every mistake i make
i learn new way on how to not make the same mistake again.
keep smiling and walk on in life.
i'm walking
why not you walk with me?
:)
vis
smiles*
11/27/2006 08:52:00 pm
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