"even when tears will fall down like rain,
never give up."
No matter how hard it seems
It's time to put on another smile
living beyond yourself for today
living for more than just me everyday
living for the Truth and nothing's gonna change that
++// mavis
++// 19
++// 17 aug 1988
++// poly yr 3 cum nie student, chinese teacher to be
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
= Dream =
A big thank You and take are to my dearest e405, all of us will get well in Jesus name! thanks for the phone call mali, you've brightened up my day! and the smses i've got from you know who to ask abt how i was, thanks!! most impt, must thank our dearest jenn working so hard msging everyone and herself is sick too. WE"LL BE HEALED!!
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now i want to share a dream i had on sunday.
i dreamt that i was working in a torn down hospital and one of my colleague is a muslim neighbour of mine. in my dream, i own a motorbike and i love the feeling of riding on it. and so, there was this day my bike was spoiled and i send it for repair. So, on my way home i actually took a bus back. I found a place and stood on the bus and starting singing softly to myself. i was being so sensitive that i sense someone behind be was laughing at me. so i turned and looked, gotcha! indeed 2 ladies were discussing and laughing about me. and so i did my maclan face and sang in a clown-youwouldnt recognise me- way. the moment my eyes roamed ard the bus, everyone was laughing cos i sang. this feeling made me felt so weird and i heard my mum's voice from the rear of the bus calling my name, yet i could not see her. i saw 3 faces on the bus. 2 china ladies and 1 old grandpa.
and so, i woke up.
to think of this dream, if my singing can really be so contagious in real life, bring joy to all, i wont mind singing my whole life, if God allows, if time allows, if i can live up to this dream. well, nothing is impossible.