"even when tears will fall down like rain,
never give up."
No matter how hard it seems
It's time to put on another smile
living beyond yourself for today
living for more than just me everyday
living for the Truth and nothing's gonna change that
++// mavis
++// 19
++// 17 aug 1988
++// poly yr 3 cum nie student, chinese teacher to be
Friday, September 01, 2006
= random entry =
i felt alot of the randomness in me today. yesterday was real bad, you wouldnt want to know, but i shall just blog about it.. this guy which i called while doing telemarketing was actually quite harsh to me in his speech la. he blamed my management for disclosing his particulars everywhere and stuffs. he did nothing wrong but his manner of saying things really made me felt like weeping. its such a tough job. after calling hundereds of people only a few like 2 or 3 respond out of these 2 or 3, they might not even be keen to sign up the package at all. every single day i just thought of leaving lehs matilda! But then... COME ON LA! you think i will meh! this is not Majie liao ok! Majie is soft hearted, but she doesnt give up easily. I must Press the ON button no matter what happens!!
Its really not the pay, serious. I am just helping my boss out. Though i call her boss, but i really treat her like a friend... just that our backgrounds are so different: one is in the working field. one is still studying. she thinks about hitting targets, hitting quotas, meeting clients, planning their fianances for them and managing her own time. however, we do have our commons. we are both women. we love shopping. we love food. lastly, we need to rest.
the working field is truly complicated, you'll get to see more faces, meet more people, most importantly know yourself even more.
I understood myself, i am not that perfect afterall, its just part of being human. however, being less of myself and more of Him is what i truly desire to be and become.
NOW.. what actually happened today was i actually went back to ping yi with the SKs and we had long john for lunch together at bedok. aww.. haha the nostagic feeling again. its always me who will make noise to go to dine at long johns everyday after school. The rest of the SKs would simply grumble that i made no sense eating long john almost every week. ( btw, thats how i manintained my chubby figure too LOL) they would always give me that - ________- "' face whenever i make noises. but today, they simply agreed to go Long John while I am actually drooling for qiu lian ban mian in my heart LOL.. awww qiu lian~~~~ i miss u sooo much! ur ban mian is sooo Q and ur soup is soo... yummy salty oily and filled with ikan Bilis!!
ok. stop that nonsense. haha back in Ping Yi, almost everything changed. the building changed, the students changed, the teachers changed, the vice-principal changed, the atmosphere changed, in conclusion nothing i knew remain.
cheecheng was awesome! miss him to bits and pieces. haha i suddenly missed having physic lessons! " give me some money and I'll tell you" yes cheecheng!!
out of the 7 SKs, 4 arrived. but the level was maintained at high high high -->> daphne i think you are too loud. HAHA :p
told you this is a random entry... kind of no depth LOL so not my typical entry right! matilda has gone on a holiday... she'll be back after 3 sunsets?? well. maybe lesser.