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= POST 99 =

BLOG POST no. : 99

i really love this blog post number... it reads 99..
currently.. i am craving to see the sunrise and sunset, to feel the cool breeze at pulau ubin and chat with the middle age folks there. how simple life can actually become out of this occupied city.

School started at a regular pace, but i seems that i cant adopt to the timing, yet. it must have been the late night soccer match that i watch last night. what a fruitful one it was! dad mom and child got together in front of the box which flashes.

well in class, i've been dozing off in Ray's class and Nanzhiguo's class today... I am really cursed by videos being aired during curriculum hours. This is a real KILLER -- the nap war. I gotta fight against the bug of sleepiness but the bug brought a GAziLLions of its troupe so i thought i was being meciful by allowing myself to rest before real war breaks out. Anyway, if you dont get me, its normal. LOL

idychanbihui was sitting next tto me thoughout. she tried with all her might to wake me by waving at me, but to no avail. i am not tired cos i slept late. MAINLY because i ate a filling CHICKEN CHOP for lunch.. awww and my fave peach tea. I love drinking drinks ! what a water bucket i am right??

melodytanpuayoon...she's my dearest Miss Chinatown which i often suan her of her ahem 34c. 24. 25 which is super FUNNY and.. erm.. hahahaha i shant say it anymore.

I realised that the things i blog today is like super weird but nvm.. my dad at home changed, WHAT A MIRACLE!! hahas.. how can i not right. .

Your greatness has no boundaries.
I am not limited by my circumstances
You're greater than anything else.
Yahweh

vis smiles*
6/28/2006 11:56:00 pm

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= Sprained ankle healed =

I was glad. I am happy and I am still happy.
On sunday, I serverd in Chinese Church Choir for the first time.
I really depended on God cos haha the songs we prepared... only one was sung.
But in spite of all these, God is good and He showed us a better way.
I saw another side of Abba God that day.

I sprained my ankle on sunday too.. but it was MIRACULOUSLY healed !! the swell is gone, the pain is gone.. and I thank and Praise God for that. Indeed, He's broken for all my pain.

this song.. impacted me ALOT

when i am alone
the world is such a different place
sometimes it hard to keep that smile on my face
it seems like i try so hard
and still i let You down
its taken so long but now there's
One thing that i've found

when everything starts crashing down
when all i know falls to the ground
when darkness comes and i cant see
You're always the ONE who rescue me

just when i think
that i've got it figured out
You opened my eyes and let me
see that there's no doubt
that You've got it all
within the power of Your hand
it seems like the more i know
the less i understand

when everything starts crashing down
when all i know falls to the ground
when darkness comes and i cant see
You're always the ONE who rescue me
when all my strength has turned to fear
when i wonder if You're near
when i don't know how to break free
You're always there to rescue me

I wonder if I'll make it through this darkest night
I need to know Your strength in me
Gonna win this fight
I'm reaching out
Won't You take my hand
Show me to the light
I know You are by my side

vis smiles*
6/27/2006 01:08:00 am

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A new skin...
Do not put old wineskins into new wineskins.. so.. I decided to give it a change since i had same blogskins as firstly, Pam and secondly chenguanxian.

Well.. I doubt that anyone i know will use this skin???
But anyway.. who cares already.. now its real time to get down to business. God's business.
to get real serious with my schoolwork and my attitude in school; not that my attitude is bad but just that i felt that i can be a better person, a better friend. and also a better daughter at home. Being the only child isnt easy.. you gotta make sure you're home before the clock ticks 12, do the household chores, manage your studies well, make time for family gatherings ( your mum and dad only have you.. you got to make it, no other silblings to replace you ) but despite all these.. I am happy.. and real happy..

i am glad, that with God, all things are possible..

I am looking forward to meeting Bihui later on and we're gonna have a great time rocking JW91 basement 4 yay! wahahahas.. its 5 plus AM and i am still rocking my house with lifted spirits of Praise! Praise the Lord! and I am glad i am going to complete my acting workshop assignment.... SOON... well, by tomorrow night perhaps.. never give up till the LAST MINUTE majie!!

Anyway, modern chinese literature is pretty cool yea.. been loving them and some of the composers and poets should have lived till this era man! Their pieces could be used or even blended with unchained melodies of the contempt.

Dawn is breaking, the saints are singing
praises to our dearest Eternal King
the earth shakes the universe turns
all in all to Praise His Holy Grace

Mercy endures through all my pains
and light of the world he humbly came
More like Jesus, I want to be
My Lover, My Lord, Everlasting.

vis smiles*
6/23/2006 05:33:00 am

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= Majie wlll come back =

haha!!

the title of this blog entry is rather scary.. " MAJIE will be BACK "
really la. the joy of the Lord is my strength.
God is faithful.

The last week i didnt know what actually happened to me,
been having sleepless nights, as in. I sleep but i wake up at intervals of the night.
I just couldnt get my sleep in a peaceful manner. As a result of this, suffered from bad gastrics( which i dont know why as well ) for like 2 days or so. I did took medication and thank God i got better =). I just felt tired on the body. I was reminded that I must lift all my burdens up to God. Cause I cant carry it alone. well, thats true.. Anyway, after consequent days of feeling unwell, I got a flu just like last night and was running a slight fever. No worries.. God will heal and He did. =) How amazing..

I am still flu-ing, but I believe that I will get well soon in Jesus name! My days are very packed, but still, I am happy. Cos I am serving Him... He's worthy.
One day in the House of God
is better than a thousand days in the world.

vis smiles*
6/19/2006 12:52:00 pm

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ever wondered why i always blogged positive stuffs most of the time?

well, life isnt that bad actually.
i am still living.
as long as i m not dead,
i can turn anything round.
for nothing is impossible for those who belives

thats the verse that dwelt so deeply in me when i first attended church.

I chose to belive in the positive cos.
Jesus, died blamelessly for my sins
upon that Cross
at Calvary.
The shape of the cross..
its a " POSITIVE" sign.

Thats my strength and my only reason for living, for staying positive.
On my strength alone,
I might die.
but when I am weak, then He is strong.

even if u arent a Christian
does that matter?
Religion isnt it all
its all about loving Someone

and Someone giving away something precious for you
I am just glad i am in love with the one who gave His life for me. =))

vis smiles*
6/14/2006 04:13:00 am

Hey guys...

I really really love every single one of you whom i've known, whether is it an aquaintance or my cellgroup members...you guys are simply what I i really love apart from God..

I once thought I love singing.
It was my passion.

But now,
I found a new destiny..
that is loving people, spending time with people.
And i dont understand how and why it came.
But surely for a reason.

This week started off really well, i believe it will end well too.
Sometimes i just get forgetful over alot of things, but i am glad
My God is a God who remembers.

Remember us,
as we sacrifice to You
A memorial prayer we offer
Unto You. =))

I am falling in love with You all over again.

vis smiles*
6/14/2006 03:49:00 am

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= Its EMERGE-D! =

Everyone seems to get busy during EMERGE and so am I. =)

I am just glad that I've recieved something, or should i say.. alot of things were brought to the light during this Emerge conference. I will let it go.. I will surrender it.

Take all of me in exchange for all of You.
I just want to be Your true worshipper.
Time may pass away but Your love stood still.
Standing upon the rock
Indeed.
One day in the House of God is better than a thousand days in the world.

I can never find such more joy and bliss in the persence of the Holy Ghost.
Back to basics.

Prayer
Worship
Praise.

All in all longing to know You more.

As assignments are coming in.. But they are just a piece of cake. His grace is sufficient for me.
Spirit of Excellence may it be upon me,
Show us the light for the world to see
that we may live for You.

Let Your HARVEST in. Amen. =))

vis smiles*
6/08/2006 12:28:00 am

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