= tired but happy. =
Hm... wad a hectic week. Its tuesday and I am foreseeing the workload coming in, gonna prepare my heart to spend my time wisely.
4 assignments on hand. Due in 3 days or a week's time. I need greater capacity.
Emerge is here. People are having holidays... I am having exam week..but we shall EMERGE together.Because my God is greater than anything in this world. His words are louder than this world.
Looking forward to Emerge conference!
I need strength and favour.
I just need Jesus more than any other time.
And I am glad
He is here, with me
=)
vis
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5/30/2006 03:08:00 pm
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= A fruitful day =
Start the day right... I started it right, I know... =)) Through Prayers!!
and all I want now is to end the day right...
God had been merciful to me. so Praise the LORD!
anyway, I had radio production lecture from 1pm - 2pm. I was feeling slighly guiltly cause I was late AGAIN for danny yeo's class.. I in fact felt really apologetic but didnt went forward to apologise.. if this blog were ready to be checked out of the blue for plagiarism or something.. Danny, I am so sorry! Anyway, who would be so free to do that? I just want it to be what it should be and not what it shouldn't be.
After class had ended, I headed to Marina Square.. for.. MANICURE ( my favourite past time ).. at $9 its a good deal man ladies! did it pink-pearlish-white this time. though Terence did said that my previous purple one was better.. =) and i read my notes while waiting for Jessica(manicurist) to get my nails done.. before this on the train, i was reading my bible, on the chapter of Exodus.. ( THE BIBLE THE ONLY BOOK THAT DOESNT DRIVES ME TO SLEEP ) if you are my classmates, you'll get what I mean.. Chinese Literature sometimes loves to get complicated on its own. Anyway, I was touched by the Moses heart. And i remembered ...
Deora told me in one of the gatherings, that we must have a Moses heart, that even when some people fail to meet our expectations, we ought to love them like How Moses did, most importantly.. just like how God loves and accepts us! So once again.. captivated..
Oh yes.. I spend 1 hour studying at Suntec Convention center by sitting on the floor picking a corner.. IN the end, i was being chased by a sercurity guard.. -_-' lol. So, I was fasting today, and I dont really want to get settled down in a place with food, cause I will seem AUNTY without any food, and with the motive of just using their tables and chairs. ( anyway, i really are .. nono ! i CONFESS that after EMERGE, i will be a YOUTH ) haha!
I went ahead window shopping and i realised that i stayed for 45mins in lifebookshop.. its an amazing time there.. cos i found a book I wanted.. in fact, MANY BOOKS -_-' faints.
CAPTIVATING. is the title. its for a woman's heart toward God. so.. I REALLY want to get this book! But as i was in the bookshop, i was thinking about every single member of my beloved cg, E405... I hope and pray that all of you are still doing well... and coping well.
Den we went for SUBWAY... with Fen and Terence after FT2 bs. It was AWESOME!

Sometimes, i just wished i have more time for my cg, my family, my friends, my relatives.. for alot of people.
But I am a human, so i am limited by flesh.
God isnt.
He's Al-Shaddai.
My Almighy unlimited One.
* cheers *
* sing a new pslam unto Him! *
vis
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5/26/2006 02:08:00 am
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= I'm all for You. =
After the power preaching, mightily praying and sincerly seeking of God for the past 2 weeks.. i realised that I am just a ordinary person, a mere human. But who I serve is much more extraordinary than I am, shining His light through the land of His people. I want to be positive and be filled with trust in Him!! One thing I can promise myself... The Lord never fails. Oh Lord, one thing I ask is to dwell in Your house forever! =)
I am truly wondering... Close yet serperated. seemed long but its actually short. seem right, but it may be wrong. seem so fake but all is real. seem so harsh but actually wanted more. seem so cruel but its reality. seem so far yet so near. seem so near, but its still far. waited for so long, but what is waiting ? Getting impatient but am still patient. some might know, some might not. some might wonder or some might wander. i dont want to waver.
i just want.....to
Be still and know that He is God.
Lord,
I am all for You.
Take me deeper.
vis
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5/22/2006 07:10:00 pm
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= the joy of the Lord is my strength =
The joy of the Lord is my strength.
Amen.
Positivity comes from God. so is His righteousness and joy.
I am learning to know and apply this verse into my situation.
Dont just learn about God from the bible or great books some elders have wrote.
Know Him for myself, face to face. =)
My life's in Your hands,
my heart beats in Your perfect love.
perfect love casts out all fear.
Others might not know, but He knows it all.
Others might no see, but He sees it all
Others might never recall, but He never forgets.
Others might not care about what situation you're in,
but He is always at the right hand of the Father waiting for You to cry out to Him
Others might not see your tears, but it is precious and priceless in His eyes where He has kept in a bottle, waiting to give it to you as a gift when you meet Him one day.
You might have never done anything great in this life,
but you've recieved the greatest Love of all, the blood of Jesus being shed for you 2000yrs ago.
Breathe into my soul.
vis
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5/19/2006 12:30:00 am
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= Hiding Place =
I've been struggling hard with my Radio commercial.
why didnt i manage to complete it early ??
I am so like seeking to make things difficult for myself..
I dont understand it either.
God...
I just want to glorify You.
am I doing it wrong this time?
sometime i just think, why do worldly people do better than I when I am a child of His??
But actually,
I forgotten that He's my Banner.
The victory has already been won.
All I do,
I do it upon You.
I will do it heartily... trying my best so.
All I need is You.
Keep me warm in Your embrace.
=))
Loving Jesus wholeheartedly, Loving people fervently.
vis
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5/16/2006 03:11:00 am
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= Purity =
Sometimes as we walk on with God we tend to get ill disciplined at times, missing our quiet times, try not to attend church services, cg meetings, or even didn't manage to step out in faith.
I remember back in day XXX in cg we've been praying hard... " Lord I pray that out members would not be complacent" and also " I pray that we will step out of our comfort zone ". Those are the golden lines one could ever pray.
What more would Christians care to walk in holiness and in purity?? Anyway.. as i was reading a daily devotion today, this really touched my heart :
" Purity is being so consumed by God's love for other people that it is willing to endure any hardship for another benefit. "
"Purity realizes that only in God exists the fullness of life, joy, happiness, and purpose, so it is content to have God even if everything else is cast off. Purity realizes that this life is fleeting and that eternity beckons."
"Purity says to God, I will obey You no matter what it costs, and I'll do it even if I don't get credit.?I want Your approval on my life, and then I want to go home. I don't need any special awards or any extra attention.I just want You. "
"and only a person with a pure heart who will do good and right with God's revelation qualifies.?All others must remain in the outer courts of God's presence until they have cultivated a pure heart. "
-- Family Harvest Chuch daily devotion.
it is really time for reflections.. have i been really walking in purity ?? its it enough yet ??
Do not be weary in doing good, for in due season you shall reap a bountiful harvest. I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. His strength is perfected in my weakness. He gives power to the weak and to those who have no strengh he increases strength. Even the youths shall faint and be weary, the young man can stumble and fall, but those who wait on he Lord shall renew their strength, they shall mount up with wings like eagles, they shall run and not be weary walk and not faint. God is the strength o f my heart. Amen and amen.
vis
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5/10/2006 12:03:00 am
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= Still =
You're not distant
You're near
You're not away
You're here.
As i look back.
Images simply showed me
once again Your faithfulness
Your beauty.
that captivated me
First love
Still.
Hide me now
under Your wings
Cover me
within Your mighty hand
When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with You above the storm
Father You are King over the flood
I will be still and know
You are God.
You are my God
closer to me than the air that I breathe
Falling deeper in You.
You know what are my needs. But I'll trust in You that You have Your ways..
for Your thoughts are higher than my thoughts ways are higher than my ways. =))
vis
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5/07/2006 04:45:00 pm
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= post 85 =
I am feeling good!!
I feel good ! Oh i feel so good! oh i feel so oh i feel so oh i feel so good!
I am really excited for this week.. coz alot of happening things are coming up! Our dearest Nia Nia is getting baptized!! muahahah so happy for her.. I am looking forward to mine .. hehe =)
Today had been tired, but fufilling.. went to school for a comm meeting and it ended like super early. Had nothing to do, so i went clementi interchange and queue for threading my eyebrow. For your info, threading is the traditional way indians do their facial, using a string.. amazing! but its rather pain.. ouch!
after which i rushed down back to school by cab and attend junwei's lecture from 1pm - 2pm. after which i met yifang and we went eating... shopping and i shared my sermon msg with her!! thank God for yifang la. haha all girls had really bear with my shopping speed and the way i look at things is like.. super detailed la! while meanwhile my darling weifen called us and asked me where is suntec subway when i told her 2 times we're meeting at marina sq subway.. so she asked me for directions la, and at the end of the day.. she actually noe how to go.. -__-''' haha yes !
i changed my nail colour.. the run to the pastorial office was .. pretty adventurous , i wore skirt today and took off my sandals running barefooted .. hee .. fun!
Bible study was awesome.. Thank God for His grace that i understood every part! wooh!
Assignments and Assignments.. i can do all things thru Christ who stengthens me!
vis
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5/05/2006 12:30:00 am
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= questionsare =
yuqin did want me to do this .. so yes.. haha
What were you doing ten years ago?
when i was 8? trying my mum's aunts make up, playing with my dog.. going for swimming and tuition classes i am typical singapore kid.. =)
Five Songs Which You Know All The Lyrics Right Off Your Head Now?
1. Qing tian -- jay
2. an hao -- jay
3. zen yang -- penny dai
4. our story - -tension
5. yi ran shi peng you -- yu heng
Five Things You Would Do If You Were A Millionaire?
1. Donate a portion =D
2. Go for health check ups... stay healthy first
3. be a missonary and plant churches all over Asia. =)
4. set up a business
5. keep it for my kids education purposes.. hee
Five Bad Habits
1. Always indecisive
2. hearing problems
3. boastful
4. too soft hearted
5. love to make some ppl angry haha!
Five Things You Like Doing?
1. God's business.
2. spending time with people.
3. singing!
4. watching VCDS in a marathon way .
5. shopping !!
Five Things You Will Never Wear, Buy Or Get New Again?
1. HUGO BOSS purfume
2. Green colour lipstick
3. new things are gd leh.. if its not gd enuff this time, i'll get it the next time hahs
Favourite Toys/Things (not putting people cus they're not things)
1. my make up kit
2. laotop
3. handphone.. this invention is totally amazing
4. earphones.. so i get tuned to music.
5. STUFFED toys and surprising flowers hahahs! =xx
5 People You Want Them to Do This
1. melody
2. ivory
3. timothy
4. guan
5. weiting
vis
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