"even when tears will fall down like rain,
never give up."
No matter how hard it seems
It's time to put on another smile
living beyond yourself for today
living for more than just me everyday
living for the Truth and nothing's gonna change that
++// mavis
++// 19
++// 17 aug 1988
++// poly yr 3 cum nie student, chinese teacher to be
Monday, April 17, 2006
= Thankful =
God, i am thankful for all things that you've placed in my life, though many times when different doctrines are challanged, you made your child see the light of truth. Jesus, the blameless lamb and the lion of Judah... anoint us today with Your meekness and humility. We need to pray like never before to open heaven's door.
But God, let me be like manessiah --- forgetfulness. Allow me to put down every anger I have in me, grant me Your compassion and peace. Just like You, I want to be obedient to the laws, fellowshipping and showing Your kingdom me. Lets stir up our hearts and bear Your name in the kingdom.
Anitinomism. Belive it or not. When the world has seen the light, they will dance with joy just like we're dancing now.
Anyway, spiritually i was truly filled with the fumes of anger due to the response of some people I've known. My Lord , my King.. How can you all take Him so for granted? The spirit has been grieved so many times by complaceny. We need to rise up and PRAY harder! This is not going to be the way. God, i know that You would not give me a situation that is too hard for me to bear.
I am thankful for pk that today he treated me to a big feast of bak kut teh.. wow.. it was delicious and heavenly, thank God for the quality fellowship and fun shots we've took. apart from that, I am truly glad that my friends are beginning to open uo ABIT and i mean ABIT to church. Praise God ! Was supposed to donate blood today at Jc CC, but didnt managed cos the doc said that my iron in the body is lacking. OMG.. since when?? But I was glad i went forward. I am going to try the next time ! with conviction that I can donate!!
Sunday is the day of fruitfulness, everything gets into shape and time spend with my family is amazing, its truly quality time.. we get to dine and chat a little here and there while watching the charity show. its a nice feeling la, talking to both my parents.
Another touching sence occured while i was serving as an counsellor at church today. Sonia Mum came and joined us for Svc 4 and she answered the altar call ! WOW, Hallelujah! i couldnt how touched and overjoyed i was when tears began to flood my eye rim. How nice a feeling is it to see somone you loved so dearly being saved. I am visualising my Mum and dad to get saved too !! All i need is to ask them at the right time and right moment.
Pearl got back from Hk and she gave me a call telling me that something bad happened to her PDA. Needless to say, she was devastated and crushed like a crushed paper, feeling so helpless.. if i were her, i would feel the same anyway.. *shakes head *
felt like eating subway now.
Know God like how clearly He knows you for yourself; though graceful but sovereign. Abraham faith, I claim it in the name of Jesus!