"even when tears will fall down like rain,
never give up."
No matter how hard it seems
It's time to put on another smile
living beyond yourself for today
living for more than just me everyday
living for the Truth and nothing's gonna change that
++// mavis
++// 19
++// 17 aug 1988
++// poly yr 3 cum nie student, chinese teacher to be
Monday, March 13, 2006
= Post 63 =
Post 63...
Heys ! i am so glad that I am able to blog again.. Have been resting early for 2 consequent nights and of course, they helped me greatly in recovering back my voice.. I promised Daphne and Winda that we'll go out tomorrow to catch a movie.. yea, mavis i know what you are thinking.. you will either get even sicker.. or pass the germs to them. But thank God, its a movie.. I pray for protection to come upon my friends ok! that I will not spread it to them or get sicker myself..
Hm.. I am TAKING PART IN THE SPELLING BEE COMPETITION! I truly pray I can spell.. and at least memorise that 500 wors in the prelimary round. =) * its time to get down to learning how to spell mavis*
Spiritually, I am doing fine.. and ON fire for the Lord ! I really really want to see His kingdom being established on earth. Seeing the salvation of my friends.. well, I never want to sell my religion or anything. Christianity is never a religion.( I guess I have repeated this line upteen times in my blog). Instead, it is a relationship with God. The more I committ myself in His kingdom, the more I realise that life is sweeter and filled with hope. The unchurhed may think : Where is God when disasters happen? why do harm come to people. Why do people get sick and die ? But the truth is God laws are simply like traffic laws. Can you tell the Minister of Traffic to stop car accidents from happening ? The same goes for God and life. In life, some people are destinied to live longer while some, shorter.
The greatest part about God.. He never let go even when I am unfaithful towards Him. :) Forgive and Forget is what God is all about. I am really excited to see how God can change the lives of my friends now. Its really burning in my heart now.. You people whom I have been reaching out to... Your names... Your names are burning not only in my heart, but God's heart. its really the time of SalvatioN!
To my unchurch friends, haa.. I truly love my God.. :D so bear with it. or u will get used to it soon :)
Something which I am VERY concerned about. I am going for an audition for CHC choir on 26 March. Currently, I cant even hear my own voice. So.. HEALING will come upon me.. What I see now is not what it will be.. But instead, what is invisible to the naked eye is what it is going to be. For faith is the substance of the things hoped for, evidence of the things unseen. I will get HEALED in Jesus name!
With responsibilities coming in, I belive that I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me! In You, Lord.. I place my trust in. I heard that I going to be taking over the campus outreach in Np.. Seriously speaking.. I am REALLY EXCITED !! heehe.. words cant express how i feel for people in Np now.. And I truly look forward to taking part in the Parade of Schools for EMERGE 2006. So many cool and happening things are happening.. like a dream. Sometimes, I am really glad that I brought Yifang back to Daddy. Seeing her grow is equivilent to seeing myself growing from square one..
Still, there are some areas of my live that I really want to submit it to God. God, I know that Your are answering my prayers to forget him. I am glad that I am able to place him aside already. =) However, I am confused in some areas though..
Issit... M? K? Z? or J? But God, even if they never crossed my life at all, I never want to let go of You.. M is very witty, and sweet K is very capable, sensitve and thoughtful Z is very faithful and filled with determination J is a nice guy buy I never liked him.
The answer is in His hands.
+ ( You alone ) + my life is on the altar, i give my heart to You in You i've found my purpose my reason for living is You.
You are my source and my salvation Nothing compares to You All of my life I've longed to know You more Holy Spirit pour down like water I m hungry for Your touch