= blur me =
Oh well.. actually I didn't track back how long did I or did I not blogged. It seems like ages man!
But I guess, it wasnt that long either. Anyway, what happened since thurs was me catching up with winda kusumo, and yes... You bet, we actually planned to STUDY. Guess what happened in the end, we ended up chit-chatting and I was listening to her sharing her stuffs with her guy. HAH, and well... of course, she did made use of that chance to provoke me again to get into a relationship. ( To Winda: nanny nanny poo poo) LOL.
Anyway, who doesn't want to have someone by their sides right? Its just that the timing isn't right, everything doesnt even seem to be right. Unless....The right one appears =)
Alright, lets forget about what happened on thursday. Speaking of Friday, it was an awesome day as I was all well ready and prepare for Pastor Ulf's Revival Conference. The whole conference lasted for about three hours but the atmosphere, the message that was supposed to get across our hearts and it truly pierced through mine like a double edged sword. Hee =D
Before service, I met Jen, Ter, and HK aunty Yanling was there. Some nice people heh ! We had dinner and Guess what I ate...... I said GUESS....................................................................
Ah haH! *blink blink* I ate MEE SIAM ! However, I kept feeling that there's something wrong with the mee siam.. ITS TOO BLACK ! Oh well, at least Jen and yanling will know why..
HEh, we've been playing this angel and mortal game... and i really tell you, i am a bad angel who really " bo zo gang" lol ! I haven't got the chance to pass my mortal ( HIS / HER ) prophercy yet.. ( actually, I haven't complete it ) hehe.. =xx oops.
Now, lets come back to my academic status... Hm... I've been trying hard to study these whole week, and I guess, on the whole, NOT BAD La! At least I am geared up to study more, but at this rate I am going, I will DIE ! I need to gambatte more lehz! CANNOT SLACK IS THAT CLEAR MAVIS SIN!
P.s. Lord, I really pray I can get those stuffs drilled in my head.
vis
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2/27/2006 01:47:00 am
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= brain =
| Your Brain's Pattern |
 Your mind is a multi dimensional wonderland, with many layers.You're the type that always has multiple streams of though going.And you can keep these thoughts going at any time.You're very likely to be engaged in deep thought - and deep conversation. |
What Pattern Is Your Brain?
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| You Are Karamel Sutra |
 Plain on the outside, but once someone gets in, they're stuck |
What Flavor Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream Are You?
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| Your Scholastic Strength Is Innovating |
 You are the master of new ideas, techniques, and ways of looking at things.You are talented at structuring thoughts, decision making, clarifying, and making deadlines.
You should major in:
MarketingPsychologyDesginCognitive Science EconomicsPhotography |
What Should You Major In?
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| Your 1920's Name is: |
 Sammie Dovie |
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| Your Superhero Profile |
 Your Superhero Name is The Forgotten GuardianYour Superpower is SpiritualYour Weakness is MenYour Weapon is Your Plasma BoomerangYour Mode of Transportation is Unicycle |
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| Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss" |
 You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship.You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love.
Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you
Your flirting style: friendly and sweet
What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance
Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive |
What Does Your Candy Heart Say?
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| You Are a Frappacino |
 At your best, you are: fun loving, sweet, and modern
At your worst, you are: childish and over indulgent
You drink coffee when: you're craving something sweet
Your caffeine addiction level: low |
What Kind of Coffee Are You?
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| You Should Learn Chinese |
 Surprised? You shouldn't be - Chinese is perfect for an ambitious person like you.You're a natural entrepreneur, and a billion people are waiting to do business with you! |
What Language Should You Learn?
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| Your Hair Should Be Pink |
 Hyper, insane, and a boatload of fun.You're a traveling party that everyone loves to follow. |
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| Your Band Name is: |
 The Heterophobic Crybabies |
vis
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2/22/2006 02:06:00 pm
This few days has truly been real confusing for me.
Anyone want to congratulate me for being able to let go of someone whom I can't for 2 yrs?
=) i am glad that I am able to let go.
God, I told Him that I am so barren in the area of BGR. But i guessed, its really the therory of " as you sow in tears, you shall reap in joy". Now, I am like reaping in a harvest.. God.. too many choices, I cant settle on who is the one.
I have a good feeling towards this guy whom I've just recently got closer to. But is he really the one? We do share common interests and erm.. I just like the way he is capable of doing things, his cold jokes and being helpful. He is unchurched if I am not wrong. How?
Melody Tan, we're on the same boat... at least we can hug and console each other. Haha.
I miss...
1) Cg
2) my darling weiting, huiling, pei
3) him , him, him
vis
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2/22/2006 01:54:00 am
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= Pop culture final proj completed =
Phew.. What a relieve! I handed up my pop culture final assignment already.
And now what I am left with would be Ah Cheng's final assignment.
After which, this whole year would come to an end and truly I am GLAD!
But Bihui really shocked me when she broke down.. I was really cuo shou bu ji.
But on the other hand, I really felt so relaxed but I didnt know she was stressed of course and depressed haha at the moment. Now to think of it, I really want to thank God for the super natural strength, despite sleeping only 3 hrs the night before, I managed to survive. Heh
But one thing, i really need to read more chinese books and article, I havent been reading any chinese books so far, and hence, my language is like deproving. Oh my God.
Anyway, today Pastor preach a very good message on communication. I really felt that saying praises to somone close to you is harder than somone stange to you.
+CAMPUS REVIVAL!! +
vis
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2/18/2006 11:31:00 pm
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= Lost voice =
By the way, I lost my voice again.
feeling rather depressed. LOL cos i cant sing and haunt others with my "beautiful" voice.
Anyway, I miss the mavis in the old days, where she doesn't lose her voice easily.
The Mavis now is so vulnerable and weak. Maybe physically, but not spiritually.
??????????.
vis
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2/14/2006 12:09:00 am
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= 7 seven =
* YUQIN asked me to do.. and hence, I am willing to fufil her request. hah.*
7 qualities I want in a POTENTIAL boyfriend ( I hope its not too much)
- A man of charm ( something that attracts me to him, and I cant explain it how)
- A family man ( someone who looks after the family well is attractive to me)
- Faithful ( in the areas of commitment, a committed person excels everywhere)
- Thoughtful( though I think that i might fall in this catergory. LOL)
- A loving heart for people or even animals
- A music person. LOL ( Hard hor. )
- Trustworthy
7 things that scares me...
- my laotop going bonkers
- my mum not being happy with me
- being late for a presentation
- cockroaches( when they appear out of a sudden)
- ASSIGNMET DEADLINES
- Weight increase like siao
- friends behaving abnormally
7 random songs
- huo yuan jia
- hua tian cuo
- bu de bu ai
- zi you
- ai wo bie zou
- hei se mao yi
- nuo wei de sen ling
7 things I love most...
- God
- Church
- Cg
- family
- friends
- singing
- listening to music
7 things in my bedroom...
- DUST ( lol)
- posters
- photos of friends & I , Family and I, Last Clique & I, basically my memory lane. =)
- wardrobe
- bed
- mirror
- my personal accessories
7 random facts about me..
- I am fat
- I can be sweet at times
- I can be sarcastic
- I am comical
- I hate to stay ordinary
- I am creative
- I am short
7 things I say most
- What the...
- Oh my..
- Huh ?
- er, can u please say that again ?
- HELLO!
- See you
- HAHA
7 people I want to do this...
- melody
- bihui
- prince nic
- tim thong
- junda
- andy
Alright.. it wont kill u guys.. just be good. HAHA
vis
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2/13/2006 11:28:00 pm
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= Average =
Heys.. I am here to update about my recent stuffs again.
its been super busy all the way till thursday as we've got 2 assignments to hand in the next day. Thank God for His grace that I am working with a very very hardworking Bihui hahas and I was truly blessed and am doing the next pop culture with her too. So, we shall just wait and see yea?
Other than that, on thursday night i was preparing for my interview questions and yea, I was tired but I survived again. HAHA, in the end i still got a B+.. erm.. just average but I promise I'll put in more effort in the future. I really did my best after all. =)
Proposal was like PHEW.. i finally handed it in. I really don't know what will happen to it.. AHHhhh i simply cant imagine anyway. Anyway, things ares just going to turn better and better yes?
WOW man. I tell you last saturday and yesterday are simply my 2 busiest saturdays ever, firstly, last sat was my school's open house, and hence I volunteered to help out. This is because it is a really total different experience. You get to meet people, convince them of your product. HAHA, actually its somewhat like selling your course to the freshies Hee.. Anyway, I GOT MOLESTED ! oh my tian.. That guy simply just placed his hand on my shoulders and refuses to REMOVE his hand. I was like rather pissed off with him, but just simply endured .
ANYWAY , I need to help out for the JAE admission too. WE really NEED guys!! NOW I WILL TALK ABOUT THE MAIN THING. We were FORCED to help out at the tile genie yesterday. i was SOOOOOO HUNGRY. Gone without breakfast and lunch, but thank God, there is still food. Anyway, AH cheng is being nice to send us off to the bus stop. SO, its not that bad.
I really felt like dozing off in service, cos i really woke up in 6 in the morning that day and slept late of course. But thank God, the moment pastor told us about Luke 5, my attention was being caught. Be fishers of man, City Harvest is a fishing boat, not love boat , not floating boar, Not Rss warcraft boat, But FISHING BOAT! Amen!
Jesus, lover of my soul,
Let me when i want to let go of all things,
the only thing that I will still hold on to,
is You.
I wont want to let go of You.
vis
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2/12/2006 10:49:00 am
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= IN the midst of proposal essay =
Hey~! What a phew man.. I finally can get some space of my own. You'll never know how scary is assignments; they can be haunting at times.
take proposal essay for example, bihui and I changed like thousand of times, we got it wrong many times over and over again.
Sometimes i would just dont want to talk to anybody and shut myself up. Hehs, but I am still SURVIVING! I wont die that esaily anyway...
God has been gracious to me, at least I never forget my lunchtimes.. hehe
Our cg is multiplying soon.. hm.. wad is that ? can someone tell me? I really dont get it.
Hm.. Anyway, I've got an interview this Fri and I havent got any preparations for it yet.. Wish me all the best alright? hahas
Oh yes, i remember tml i need to help out for that fang kuai thing..
how stupid.. I hope eveything will end at 5. So I can be on time for BS.
Hm.. my vocal has recovered ! YAY! no more ah DU! I bet you guys cant imagine how happy i was.. MbM intends to go Kbox this fri heh.. to release stress...
I am OK =))
I will make it !!
vis
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2/09/2006 02:08:00 am
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= guardian angel =
Do you all believe in the existence of Guardian angels ?
well, i believe.
they do exist... but this time i am going to talk about angels whom are made of human flesh, basically a total human.
i am wondering will people ever wonder that once in their lives, a guardian angel comes along into your life. Anyway, I havent experience that yet, but am playing the role of it.
I never see the point why girls can't be guarding angels of guys. we are more delicate, soft hearted and sensitive in this way.
As I am really guarding the life of this person, I am really not sure what God wants to do with his life. Sometimes I even think : Have God been fair to him? But of course, I can never shortchange God and not in a position to question that. But in a way, fair to me ?
Loving a person might not be doing alot of big things for him, but little things that he might not even realise and yet needing it badly. Love can be a sacrifice, but it need not be all the time. Love definately is understanding and coming into the crossroads where heart meets heart. Love is such a special feeling. It need no involve exactly 2 persons to love each other mutually but it can leave a deep impact in someone's life. Love can never exist where God doesn't exists.
Well, after writing so much which I felt is really long. hahas I am still going to carry on.
anyway, GOD is good all the time. He knows I am too faithful to a guy i really liked, and hence is really giving me an open heavens in the areas of knowing more guys.. HAHA, thank You Jesus. But err... the old one is good la~~~! haha
well, still going to shou hu this person la. He is bound to get himself entangled into problems often anyway..
Real love is giving your all and not asking anything in return.
vis
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