= River of salt : tears =
River of salt : tears
I can never imagine how he is feeling now, but i know i am not doing any better. Though on the surface I might seem carefree and doesnt want to interfere in his life, but in my heart, I've been looking for all kinds of keys to open the doors of his heart. Loving someone a friend and more than a friend is never the same. Somewhat there is sacrifice. But at times I just feel useless. I wanted to care much but I didn't know how. Its been 2 years, how long will it go on? We were never meant to be but why must we meet? I didnt know why too, its funny. Even though i know he is in the wrong, but I will never put myself to blame him for it. Everything is so wrong so wrong. Even if he offends me, I'll still think he's beautiful. I know that he'll never chose me, and why am I so stubborn? It will lead me nowwhere.
But 1 thing,though I've not accpeted the fact that I love him, My heart already did.
I'm foolish, but my heart is stuborn for it has chosen the wrong person.
vis
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1/14/2006 04:21:00 am
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