"even when tears will fall down like rain,
never give up."
No matter how hard it seems
It's time to put on another smile
living beyond yourself for today
living for more than just me everyday
living for the Truth and nothing's gonna change that
++// mavis
++// 19
++// 17 aug 1988
++// poly yr 3 cum nie student, chinese teacher to be
Monday, December 05, 2005
= Library.. =
Heys.. I am currently in the school library, and felt like blogging so I came. Many things have happened. HAHA ( i realise i always use this when i blog) oh well.. But nevertheless, I really want to find the courage to face it all. I just dont know why there is this spirit of fear in within me, making me fearful of things easily and hence disturbing. My first lecture in was Chinese Lit and I really must confess that i wasn't listening actually, partly because i felt disturbed in my heart, partly because I am bored by the lecturer. But nevertheless, I am okay now. So praise God!! =)
Been crying yesterday and suffered from puffy eyes today, I know I dont look good in cotacts with puffy eyes, so its alright. Hms, another thing that happened today was AHHhh .. a very good looking man entered my class to give us a lecture on Powerpoint making, DOs and DONTS. its pretty cool afterall, I mean the guy.. and he was pretty humourous. HAHA.. hey girls, i got his email noe.. lol anyway, you think i care? Okok.. Idy just commented that i must emphasize that he is very good looking. Girls, get it? HAHA
Its not that I am trying to be desperate or something, but just to update you all la, at least you can KNOW about him.. =xx Anyway, been thinking about Tim.. OOPS.. i havent finish la.. TALENTIME~~ lol.. Caught ya. Just to play cheecky here, as if! anyway, idy is obsessed with babies now.. looking at babies friendster pics.. HAH, but I do love kids too.. want to have kids of my own.. Duh.
Time seems to fly like crab.. But I gues that I am gonna be stronger? Lean upon God's strength. Was super touched when we sang the " Jesus is the answer, for the world today. Above Him there's no other, Jesus is the way" Brought me back to where i was being saved 1 yr back. Its seems so fast that its already been a year. God, I just want to adore You, reign with You.