"even when tears will fall down like rain,
never give up."
No matter how hard it seems
It's time to put on another smile
living beyond yourself for today
living for more than just me everyday
living for the Truth and nothing's gonna change that
++// mavis
++// 19
++// 17 aug 1988
++// poly yr 3 cum nie student, chinese teacher to be
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
= Aftermath of Xmas =
Merry Xmas and a Happy New Year to all !
Though its only 3 days of Christmas celebrations, but i experienced alot from everything. First on Christmas eve was the service I brought Yifang too. I was so touched that she gave her heart to Jesus again, going down for the alter call. Wow, I tell you.. I believe that it is really God that is slowly moving in her, touching her life and being there. But overall, God is good all the time and All the time God is good! She did gave me a present.. But till today it is still lost... oh my oh my... I am really sorry for that. After the service we went for the carnival, anther great experience on the rides, I didnt shout much on this day though mainly because i was wearing a skirt and blaming the ride master for extending the ride.. making my skirt flying... But I was really GLAD that I didnt reveal what is under my skirt. So thank GOD!!
Christmas day... Somone is happy, on the other hand, someone is not... My cg members are happy, but my mum isnt. HAHA.. Thats because early in the morning, my uncle asked her out and she probably missed the fat chance to sleep. By the time i meet her ( which is in the evening ), her face is probably as wrinkled as a dried orange. But neverthesless, we were both cheered up by the window shopping. HAA... Mum loves shopping so do I. When we reached home things turned better. My dad was there, its a totaly 3 of us gathering.
Boxing day... I woke up rather early though.. The previous day i was told by yuxuan to buy chwee kueh, so i went to bedok to buy the chwee kueh.. den headed towards Deora's place. Thank God for having Zhangwei, Deorine's friend joining us again for the 3 third time. Its a thanksgiving Cgm hence most of us really felt alot for year 2005. Many came, many left, but we are the ones who remained and God is the one who will remains. Games we played yesterday was interesting and fun.. but i really didnt know why I cried.. I really feel so not grown up ? Its like just being beaten a few times and I actually cried.. Why didnt i stand this... Perhaps everything in my life is so smooth that I cant stand this? I didnt feel pain in my flesh but I really didnt know what is going on.. Maybe to the fact that I hadnt been beaten by my parents before.. HAHA dun xian mu me la.. my parents dont even need to use the cane, I will feel so guity and apologise beforehand. But I really saw the true side of many people hahas anyway.. I can rely on them to protect me next time.. I suddenly feel that I am so soft and soft hearted. Nvm abt that. I know that God will give the courage as we grow. After all these, we had a potluck blessing, everyone brought food and we had a big great time, EATING , and of course playing the " zong ji mi ma" game la. NOT fogetting, its Jianhui's and Guanxians birthday that day. really cant believe that I know Guan for 5 years liao.. yeew.. time really flies.. And Jianhui.. for 1 year.. One year is really fast. hahas..
WhenI returned home, its all about scolding again.. I guessed 2005 is a year filled with scoldings HAHA, but i SURVIVED! Its truly a tough year.. I thank God that I am need not worry too much over boy-girl relationship problems, cos problems in the family is already sufficient for me to handle. Sometimes you really cant blame me.. I am really a family person.. I love my family alot alot alot.. The moment the got upset with me or anything.. I will simply feel so bad. Rebuke that in the name of JESUS okies ? Hahahs.