= Aftermath of Xmas =
Merry Xmas and a Happy New Year to all !
Though its only 3 days of Christmas celebrations, but i experienced alot from everything. First on Christmas eve was the service I brought Yifang too. I was so touched that she gave her heart to Jesus again, going down for the alter call. Wow, I tell you.. I believe that it is really God that is slowly moving in her, touching her life and being there. But overall, God is good all the time and All the time God is good! She did gave me a present.. But till today it is still lost... oh my oh my... I am really sorry for that. After the service we went for the carnival, anther great experience on the rides, I didnt shout much on this day though mainly because i was wearing a skirt and blaming the ride master for extending the ride.. making my skirt flying... But I was really GLAD that I didnt reveal what is under my skirt. So thank GOD!!
Christmas day... Somone is happy, on the other hand, someone is not... My cg members are happy, but my mum isnt. HAHA.. Thats because early in the morning, my uncle asked her out and she probably missed the fat chance to sleep. By the time i meet her ( which is in the evening ), her face is probably as wrinkled as a dried orange. But neverthesless, we were both cheered up by the window shopping. HAA... Mum loves shopping so do I. When we reached home things turned better. My dad was there, its a totaly 3 of us gathering.
Boxing day... I woke up rather early though.. The previous day i was told by yuxuan to buy chwee kueh, so i went to bedok to buy the chwee kueh.. den headed towards Deora's place. Thank God for having Zhangwei, Deorine's friend joining us again for the 3 third time. Its a thanksgiving Cgm hence most of us really felt alot for year 2005. Many came, many left, but we are the ones who remained and God is the one who will remains. Games we played yesterday was interesting and fun.. but i really didnt know why I cried.. I really feel so not grown up ? Its like just being beaten a few times and I actually cried.. Why didnt i stand this... Perhaps everything in my life is so smooth that I cant stand this? I didnt feel pain in my flesh but I really didnt know what is going on.. Maybe to the fact that I hadnt been beaten by my parents before.. HAHA dun xian mu me la.. my parents dont even need to use the cane, I will feel so guity and apologise beforehand. But I really saw the true side of many people hahas anyway.. I can rely on them to protect me next time.. I suddenly feel that I am so soft and soft hearted. Nvm abt that. I know that God will give the courage as we grow. After all these, we had a potluck blessing, everyone brought food and we had a big great time, EATING , and of course playing the " zong ji mi ma" game la. NOT fogetting, its Jianhui's and Guanxians birthday that day. really cant believe that I know Guan for 5 years liao.. yeew.. time really flies.. And Jianhui.. for 1 year.. One year is really fast. hahas..
WhenI returned home, its all about scolding again.. I guessed 2005 is a year filled with scoldings HAHA, but i SURVIVED! Its truly a tough year.. I thank God that I am need not worry too much over boy-girl relationship problems, cos problems in the family is already sufficient for me to handle. Sometimes you really cant blame me.. I am really a family person.. I love my family alot alot alot.. The moment the got upset with me or anything.. I will simply feel so bad. Rebuke that in the name of JESUS okies ? Hahahs.
His name reigns in my heart.
vis
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12/27/2005 12:39:00 pm
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= Merry Xmas =
Christmas is here again!
Wahaha.. joy to the world! the world has come. This morning, unexpectantly, i woke up earlier than i was supposed to. But I didnt know much about helping out yet.. at children's church. I reached church at about 10.15 ? when i got a message both from xuan and fen that they were sick.. poor guys.. I was really deciding to back out today, so afriad being alone there. But i didnt an thank God! Thank God for the courage, i met alot of new faces and made alot of frens there after helping out for one whole day.
Helping out simply made me realise so much and understood so much. That even a very small part that you play, God can see it and it doesnt matter who sees it. God knows it all. But never the less, God saw me through. Phew.. There is no one i know who is there but overall, its not that bad!! HAH. Love the kids, they're adorable and natural.
Had super good memories of this season. yay! I am going to turn 1 yr old this sun! hahas cool !~ AND its going to be so loved~! Errr i dont know what I am writing now. lol update soon !!
Bro xingwei looks exactly like kwon sang woo. lol
vis
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12/23/2005 10:46:00 pm
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= 9-12-2005 =
heys...
I am in the midst of doing my assignments but what ever. HAHA, I still felt like blogging. so I shall BLOG. =pp Act cute. lol. Anyway, things are becoming better and better as eaach day passes by... Beginning everyday with a smile, but it doesnt need strength anymore, I am smiling because of pure joy! Hallelujah! Praise the Lord, His joy is my strength.
And i am really feeling very light hearted now, though assignments are coming in as they seem, but i am enjoying every single one of them, for without working, we will end up being lazy. Well, I do not want to be lazy anyway...
Whenever I felt so down, God will touch me again and again, He is so real, so close to me. Loving God and loving a religion is 2 seperate matters. God is never a religion, He is my Heavenly Father, my Listener, my Friend.
Its all about JESUS~
I am really proud of Tim & Yong despite they didn't win, but they really got the attitude. =) Great job guys.. and just yesterday we had a potluck dinner for JianHui at Esplanade. Wow, the moment I step out of the durian, the view at night is so pretty, and we are dining as a family. its soooo cool !! Anyway, Jiayou Jian Hui ! and Thank you for all the thoughfulness in cg ! =)
vis
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12/09/2005 12:13:00 pm
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= Library.. =
Heys.. I am currently in the school library, and felt like blogging so I came. Many things have happened. HAHA ( i realise i always use this when i blog) oh well..
But nevertheless, I really want to find the courage to face it all.
I just dont know why there is this spirit of fear in within me, making me fearful of things easily and hence disturbing. My first lecture in was Chinese Lit and I really must confess that i wasn't listening actually, partly because i felt disturbed in my heart, partly because I am bored by the lecturer. But nevertheless, I am okay now. So praise God!! =)
Been crying yesterday and suffered from puffy eyes today, I know I dont look good in cotacts with puffy eyes, so its alright. Hms, another thing that happened today was AHHhh .. a very good looking man entered my class to give us a lecture on Powerpoint making, DOs and DONTS. its pretty cool afterall, I mean the guy.. and he was pretty humourous. HAHA.. hey girls, i got his email noe.. lol anyway, you think i care? Okok.. Idy just commented that i must emphasize that he is very good looking. Girls, get it? HAHA
Its not that I am trying to be desperate or something, but just to update you all la, at least you can KNOW about him.. =xx Anyway, been thinking about Tim.. OOPS.. i havent finish la.. TALENTIME~~ lol.. Caught ya. Just to play cheecky here, as if! anyway, idy is obsessed with babies now.. looking at babies friendster pics.. HAH, but I do love kids too.. want to have kids of my own.. Duh.
Time seems to fly like crab.. But I gues that I am gonna be stronger? Lean upon God's strength. Was super touched when we sang the " Jesus is the answer, for the world today. Above Him there's no other, Jesus is the way" Brought me back to where i was being saved 1 yr back. Its seems so fast that its already been a year. God, I just want to adore You, reign with You.
vis
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12/05/2005 02:19:00 pm
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