"even when tears will fall down like rain,
never give up."
No matter how hard it seems
It's time to put on another smile
living beyond yourself for today
living for more than just me everyday
living for the Truth and nothing's gonna change that
++// mavis
++// 19
++// 17 aug 1988
++// poly yr 3 cum nie student, chinese teacher to be
Sunday, November 20, 2005
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Phew, its really a big Phew.. Blogging is really nothing personal anymore. People even correct my language mistakes here. Anyway, i guess its one of you girls or something? But its okies, you shall reap what you sow. Haha, and yes.. Guan.. I am sorry ~~ If i had known i have this day i wont want to correct your language anymore where mine is horrible!! yucks hahas
Time seems like running like so fast so fast today. Guess its becos of God's presence. =) But really la.. FOCUS!! Today's message is super impactful and powerful. I really feel that whenever Deora ask me something i always reply some craps to her? HAHA, well. I didn't know why also. But THIS SHOULDN'T GO ON!! I need to know what i am saying. Actually i really want to focus on God and my studies. Really really. (oops) hahahs. My wang zi bian qing wa show is coming to an end.. I really want to watch it man !! I love happy endings. This world is never beautiful in a way yes.. but i feel that shows should release our burdens and not add on to them like making you sob with the characters or stuff..
Life has been evolving many stuffs, but its really time to focus on God. Today i sang a song called ji de - by ah mei, the very morning when i woke up. I got the message. its God. Here goes the lyrics : shei hai ji de shi shei xian shuo yong yuan de ai wo ? (meaning : who is the one who first said that she sill love me forver? ) and wo he ni shou qian shou, shuo yao yiqi zou dao zuihou.( together, hand in hand, we'll walk right till the very end .) my heart was super touched But nvm.. hahas =)) missed mabel loads.. wondering how she is feeling now.. haven't been seeing her for like ages. And she is like always busy in her own things?
I am really feeling so light hearted now. God, it must be Your peace. Thank You Lord.. All i need is You.. Actually i dream to be a worship leader someday? Shhhh hahahas no la.. ic confess it now. Its good to dream!! =pp hao bah.. shall update someday.. STAY FOCUSED MAVIS!