"even when tears will fall down like rain,
never give up."
No matter how hard it seems
It's time to put on another smile
living beyond yourself for today
living for more than just me everyday
living for the Truth and nothing's gonna change that
++// mavis
++// 19
++// 17 aug 1988
++// poly yr 3 cum nie student, chinese teacher to be
Sunday, October 16, 2005
= Letting go =
Yos..
Blogging this time. =) really hope that God's joy will be my strength forever in times of needs and distress. I will bless His holy name and give Him praise.
I know that there are some areas in my life that i really need to let go. Its him.. the one whom i have been holding on to like a fool. God, indeed our education is our life, we must guard it well. At the same time, i would really like to guard my heart against all the various lions in life. Pastor kong preached a powerful message today. To be able to be a PRAYER WARRIOR. Indeed... we must not only be motivated in spirits, we must put it into actions! For faith without actions is dead. Not only we should be hearers but doers of the word. Applying God's word in our lives.
God, we are just ordinary people. We can never outgive You or be holier than You. Let us keep our eyes on Jesus when ever we are at out darkest moments. Run to Jesus and not Run from Jesus.
I am willing to let go. Let go this person whom i loved very much. And, this person is the only burden in my heart always. I find it rather stupid to think back about it. Worrying over his everyday, if he is able to complete his schoolwork, assessments, projects and if he has spend time with his family. I am really brooding too much into his life till the extent that i know i went overboard. I might think that i love him.. but.. God.. i can hardly express it now in words. Its over time that feelings are developed and will fade away. i trust in You Father that You will lead me through. Through all these craps and nonsense and wasted youth of mine of 5 years.
phew, just to add on.. i'll be veggie fasting this week!! cooooool!! super cool man .. hahas at first i was really cursing. But God forbid, God please cleanse my speech and make me have the right attitude! Your attitude in life is your Altitude in Chirst! anyway... ending here..