= Its so near yet that far =
So many times in life we ever felt that life is just filled with moments which simply remind us of things that are SO NEAR YET THAT FAR.
yes, gotta agree totally. For the whole of last week i experienced that feeling so strongly. First was friday helping out at Eu yan Sang. Entering the place which is again familar yet new to me, feeling so filled with expectancy to stir up sales on that day. When we realised that we are way far off from our sales target. *shakes head*
Helping out the next day, which is also the day of my grand's birthday celebration, i was already pretty tired. due to the taxing hours of waking up 6++ in the morning and returning home round 11++. My legs just couldnt carry my weight anymore.. everything seems as heavy as i could actually imagined, feeling so dreaded at the beginning of the day with my manager with me. But after she left and after a moment, things just seemed to get better. I felt more encouraged despite the pouring of the rain upon my head and raindrops sliding down my cheeks. God, i know its You. =)
Despite the rain.. despite sales started at 11am, people started queueing at 7am. Congrats to the EYS retail. HAHA, but i am from clinic department. Anyway, i am a faithful worker. Had been going all out to promote the health check ups and services we have. Cholesterol test, liver test, glucose test, BMI , how can i address you, all these words hadnt depart from my lips since business had started that day. I was wondering, without much education can a person go far ? Well, we might never know.
Actually what greatly impacted me to wrote this entry was partly of the birdnest promotions. its like buy 1 get 1 free those kind.. and i didnt manage to purchase it for my mother. Really kind of regretted. But, its okay. God, i know i will get greater blessings from You ~!! The sad part is, i was only sitting right beside those bird nest and chicken essence on sale... * shakes head*
Anyway. another inciden, i shall briefly just write. its just about someone. Everytime i see this person i really know that we never belong to the same world. But i feel a feeling of attachment to this person. Till i realise, things may be right beside you. But the distance in the heart is so faraway. I truly want to get into this person's heart. But i know, there is no place for me. I've been trying hard to seach for a way to get in.. But i just know.. its so near, yet that far...
Jeusus, You're all i need ... Lover of my soul
vis
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10/10/2005 09:35:00 pm
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