"even when tears will fall down like rain,
never give up."
No matter how hard it seems
It's time to put on another smile
living beyond yourself for today
living for more than just me everyday
living for the Truth and nothing's gonna change that
++// mavis
++// 19
++// 17 aug 1988
++// poly yr 3 cum nie student, chinese teacher to be
Monday, September 05, 2005
= Tide and Time =
Well Well.. so many things have happened...
really didnt feel like updating or even on the computer for the past three days.. i guessed some friends must be missing me already.. =xxx BHB anyway.. who will ever miss me mans.. =((
oh i see the signboard flashing in my mind man. All right. well.. just on sat the Come on shoot crew came to Np again and we did the recording over the forum topic : AIDS ..
Well, at first i really thought that people who got AIDS through sexual means really derserved it. but until one speaker mentioned about the yellow ribbon project.. I was somehow deeply touched by that. Since the society has the heart to accept this people once again, well me? I feel that we should give them a chance in the society as well. Because we have a forgiving God. There's no way i can have a big heart like His.. LORD, grant me a heart like Yours. You accept all mankind despite what we are, every tribe every tongue, as ourself. Thank You Lord.
By the way, Zhiyong(cg) asked me to enjoy my blogging.. haha.. dont worry i will.. Gosh.. what am i doing here at 4am.. i have no idea. .HOLIDAYS are here.. my mum has been nagging me calling me to tidy the house for her.. haha i am hesitating know.. i love things to be messy.. being neat destroys my creativity man.. oh well. no choice i guess. =((
Well i ever thought that why am i so tomboyish on the surface.. well.. deep down i am not lors.. hahas.. Only God knows yea? =)) i am actually very submissive de.. thats why i am trying to put a false front .. a strong front that no one will allow me to be submissive to his/her idea or ways.. Only God sees through that..
Oh my oh my.. i love wubai ! His music though cheena is cheena la.. but its nice ~ GOR PAH! u rocks mans.. the guit solo.. wooh.. zan~~ !!
Dorts dorts dorts.. i really dont know why my dad is criticising me having painted black nails.. oh my, *shakes head* he was too angry about that till he dont want have lunch in front of me.. Throwing tantrums hehs! like i will entertain.. i still stick to my black nails please.. hahah.. am i trying to be rebellious? ? i dont know.. someone tell me ? ?