"even when tears will fall down like rain,
never give up."
No matter how hard it seems
It's time to put on another smile
living beyond yourself for today
living for more than just me everyday
living for the Truth and nothing's gonna change that
++// mavis
++// 19
++// 17 aug 1988
++// poly yr 3 cum nie student, chinese teacher to be
Friday, September 02, 2005
= KAP mac =
Yo mAvis..
I am here to blog again. haha, currently in King Albert's Park mac.. Slacking with Melody, Idy and Carmon. Msn-ing, chatting with Darling William. hahs, miss u loads William.. But now you're attached and always hear that the other one treats you well.. glad to hear that, i hope that you will really get happiness from your partner this time round. I support you !! =)) Liyang, dont mistreat my william alrights.. wo da ni ah !
Haha, enough of the crapping already.. William is none other than Winda and her Vincent is me !! ME ME ME !! HAHA.. I am going abot hay wire now..
Yesterday i had a weird dream.. and this is how it goes.. I went to a hospital... to visit someone i dont know cos he's sick. terminally ill.. going to die any moment those kind.. and erm, i went there alone. Just when i was feeling so compassionate for the dying man, this guy came in ( he is one of my friends -- someone i know) and he did something to clam down.. ( well for me to know for you to find out ) HAHA i was like so shocked but somehow i didnt stop that person from doing that. SIAO, real life confirm not like that one lors~ anyways, its a dream man.
Oh yes. there is this guy in my campus.. i dont recognise him by his face.. Only his cologne.. so nice.. But... i am still having the contradiction whereby do i really like girls ? I am so worried.. its like.. too extreme. I know its because of someone la. but is this really me ?? THANK GOD i found back my reaction towards guys.. hahahs.. HALLEUJAH.. if not i really thought that i am a lesbian i tell you.. but its like.. switching every now and then.. anyway.. i got better things to do than to think about all these stuffs ?
I am still composing some songs every now and then, in chinese and english.. but still.. aiya you guys know la.. my language is limited de lors..