= Finally Iam able to blog now.. =
yeahs!
I couldnt login to blgoger few days back.. there's something wrong with my lappie also.. But nevertheless its OKAY! Cuz PERSEVERANCE YIELDS SUCCESS !
2 days back.. 26-9-05 is the birthday of my beloved guitar! Hahas, erm though it has a broken string.. but i really love it.. though its given by someone.. but i still love it.. though its not good looking.. so brown.. no brand.. but i still love it.. Because its my first baby! HAHA.. really really love it.. cant imagine the time when i really have the ability to get a new guit.. Unlike Guan, having TAYLOR... *ahems* I just aim for takamine and its like.. * look up into the sky * sooooo far away! But nevertheless, cos its brown right.. I decided to name it BROWNY... But guess what, God spoke and said.. it shall be called PETER instead.. Erm.. ok So.. lets call it Peter Brown k? Lol. I really told God.. Peter is sucha orbit name pls!! *peng* HAHA.. but HE said.. Soon, you'll have the fire for it.. and win souls with Peter.. Wooooow ! I simply cannot believe it.. For those non-Christians you might think that i am dreaming. HAHA.. if only i was.. But since its not .. i am going to make it happen~
I've always been complaining to mummy that I dont have a companion as in bros and sis but guess what! God blessed me with a Guit to keep me company! Yeah! All dreams start from a mustard. Indeed, we need to find loadsa courage to plant that seed, trust in God to water the seed. slowly, you'll see shroots... roots... stems... and Finally into a matured tree! Soon... it shall bear fruits! AMEN! HALLELUJAH !
Really missed schooling.. regardless Np or Pyss.. What i miss is having lessons.. Cant believe that in a month's time my school is starting again..
Anyway.. on mon i met up with Winda and Liyang to get some stuffs from her.. SORRY WINDA!! my serious apologies.. I said she look like piglet( the expression only ) from the shirt.. I did my reflections.. I am sorry ! Shouldnt have been that bad to you... I know i know... Sorry..
And aftter that i went to kbox alone.. sang from 7++pm till 11++pm. It was super good.. I met new keys! YEAH! though they sounded horrible.. Every visit to kbox i will allow myself to pick a fave song that day..for that very day.. i love the song
Ai dio jia zai ngia tia --- by Huang yi ling hahaha SUPER NICEEE hokkien song
And i sang Dai ai ling's -- dui de ren sooooo badly! but nvm.. managed to hit all the keys finally !
JIAYOU MAVIS ! hahas .. ni ke yi de !
I am truly more encourage to pursue my dreams for the Lord after seeing some areas of improvent on myself and the attitudes of people around me! yes!
But sometimes, you know.. affairs of the heart do affect us sometimes.. But never will i let it affect me. Been thinking about him again.. But like what i say.. If its in God's will, If we are meant to be.. We will be. So.. I guess.. this is one of the seeds i am planting also. HAHA.. shhhh. I am not going to tell that person anymore. But God.. holy spirit... i seriously trust in You.. You have the best for my heart.
I missed Jack alot! He's my Jack russell terrier at my uncle's house.. Sooooo ke ai yi xia~!! Really missed his furry fur and his smell! Hahas.. cant wait to see him..
Just recently, things are just not right.. they went all wrong.. I really pray that this guy will be more disciplined *shakes head* Do not let your words or actions hurt any girls k my guy frens out there. =))
sayonara!
vis
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9/28/2005 03:15:00 pm
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vis
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9/24/2005 05:59:00 am
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= Tested and proven =
Alright, its tested and proven that this skin format cant read chinese font.. er.. I dont know how to set them up anyway.. Oh.. its rather sad =((
On this pathway which i am walking on, i see alot of things. Including distractions from the areas of temptations, affairs from the heart, interpersonal realationship with one another. But the Lord is really planting a word so strong in my heart that I should never give up on Him, for He has never on me. Really love Him with all my heart.
This whole week had been a rather fruitful week for me, i am truly able to encounter the Lord face to face, ask and it shall be given, seek and you shall find. I truly learn to ask more from the Lord, rather than waiting for Him to speak. In our hearts, is He greater than He who is in the world. Really felt the sweet aroma of worship upon the Lord as we proceed with life .
I am really sad for Fen, and truly want to pray for her in my heart. Lord, You must have Your reasons and purpose... I believe, Fen will emerge strong and vigilant in You. =)) For You are good, and faithful. Truly, we can never be holier than You Lord, allow me to keep my eyes on Jesus through stoms and raging seas, this this race that I run. Holy Spirit, we love you...
Lifiting my love I will sing praises to You
For You are worthy
You're amazing
Always with me
Enthroned within my soul
Overflowing
My heart offers
Deepest of Honour and Worship
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vis
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9/19/2005 02:00:00 am
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AHHHHH!!
THANK YOU JESUS ! The feel, the feel, the feel IS back !!
OMG.. i am like.. ahaha HALLELUJAH!!
I lookforward to.. ahem.. NVM =xx
though its impossible, but thanks!!
vis
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9/15/2005 10:13:00 pm
Oh no oh no...
Post Bbq syndrome is upon me and now i think i am getting flu ler!! So saddening.. nvm.. shall pray about it.. By faith!
Father God, cure my sickness.. I am sorry for not taking good care of my body.. the temple of teh holy sprit.. it really pays to be sick.. I dont want to be in sickness.. =(( though i didnt lose much of my voice but my throat is soo itchy. Ahrhh !! Early know i dont eat those stuffs ler la!
And Dear Father, MOONCAKE festival is comine! OMG.. i cannot try mooncake already! My throat like that. aiyo.. i think i'll probably run a fever or something! By faith la.. Father Lord.. By faith ok? lol
Going take medicine and sleep. Tomorrow's the last meeting for the mooncake festival thingy! yeah ! HAHA Father, I pray that the peace of God will be with me always.. and LORD, allow me to be Your Peacemaker.. After seeing what happened last sat.. i am so scared so scared ! but those who walk in the light of Jesus shall not fear, Amen? For we shall put on the armour of light =)) Father! I loveeeeeee YOU!! You're more than enough for me... and worthy of my praise!
HAllelujah!!
Jesus Reigns
vis
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9/15/2005 02:09:00 am
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= Class Chalet =
Yooo!! Vis is back from class chalet!!
Its really nice and great having a group of girls and ahem..1 guy gathered together at a class chalet. My oh my.. I chabotted the creative directors meeting to do the stuffs for my class chalet ~~ er, abit guilty ? HAHA.. but still i enjoyed myself and its really a break for me. hadnt been enjoying my life with such a group of people since .... since very long. Oh well.
Know what.. we booked a BBQ pit for like $10 ? and it was super duperly raining cats and dogs like no one's business at a time like 4++ and we gotta pay $1 just to get in !! -_-' hahas yes! anyway. the infa-red thing to detact the chop on our hands are rather cool. LOL. At around 5++ we decided to start the fire for our BBQ. But... its still RAINING ! We have no choice.. cant use the pit anymore. Hence, we decided to buy metal foils( those container types ) to carry out our BBQ. >>> Its Vis' idea k. =pppp in the end.. our neighbour from the chalet next door, walked to our "self made bbq pit" and shook his head, IN THE END.. He helped us to start the fire! HAHA... really thank him for setting up for us.. we're only a bunch of girls and 1 guy who completed NS who doesnt even know how to use the lighter.. NO ONE IN MY CLASS KNOWS HOW TO USE THE LIGHTER! * PENG * But thank God for that man who helped us in setting the thing! =))
And so, we started the fire.. Oh man.. i truly forgot that i was wearing contact lenses! By the time i reach home and i took them out for cleansing, it was hyper hyper oily.. OH man.. ew...
As usual, my post bbq syndrome : SORE THROAT !! Oh man.. You are really what you eat man ! Be watchful of what you eat... Man.. i am so hungry.. HAHA craving of 85 market bark chor mee!! ew... stupid Guanxian.. eat until dont want to eat liao.. so xian mu!! NVM! I shall PESERVERE! PERSEVERANCE YIELDS SUCCESS!
Ah kiang rocks
But still ..
Jesus Reigns!
I love God !
vis
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9/13/2005 12:55:00 pm
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= Shall blog =) =
I really feel like blogging and thus i shall BLOG ! HAHA
Been rather busy with Chinese studies society and Creative Director's stuff on hand. But when we see our fruits, its gonna be great! Anyway, I am still not used to the 3 guys in the society.. Oh my. What has earth became? I used to be in a company of guys years back and now I am uncomfortable in thier presence? = S Time to do some reflections Vis..
Well well.. I truly miss school, as in PING YI, indeed. But what is missed is the memories i had with my schoolmates, the best memories are yet to come man. Well, i believe. =) Had been doing cg songsheet for the last hour... proud to say, i feel a sense of achievement. Apart from Guitarist helping me to find one song =p, the rest i dare say.. its my little effort. Anyway, i am not a person who likes to make much changes to things after they're done. To me, Once done its done. HAHA erm..
Been longing to see Sunny again.. Sending him off. Guess this time round it won't be that sad yeah? Haha, Bon voyage Sunny So! Was still glad that i watched Initial D with him. Girls out there, Sunny is a pretty good catch!! And.. He's not blur. HAHA =xx
Anyway.. I am yearning to take a warm shower and sleep!! Been sweeping the floor of the whole house today.. Hm.. when shall i mop it ? Oh well.. I shall consider about it. =xx
Jesus Reigns.
vis
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9/10/2005 01:48:00 am
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= On You =
Things are really troubling me so hard so hard Lord.
I just wanna keep my eyes on You.
Please occupy my whole heart
I cannot afford to have rooms for....
On You
v1
Allow me Lord, keep my eyes on You
Allow me Lord, keep my eys on You
I've drifted far, Bring me near
Nearer to You
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Allow me Lord, keep my heart for You
Allow me Lord, keep my heart for You
oh
Lord, make it ever true
Let it only burn for You
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One desire , One hope
One destiny in Your hands
Everyday I want to love You more
One word, One way
One spirit's all I have
Lord i want to feel your hands
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vis
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9/06/2005 09:47:00 pm
Ever thought what will happen when time stands still ?
If time ever stood still
I would see you
Seeing you from afar
Not being able to get near
We belong to two different worlds
You and I
Your life's in glory
Mine's in agony
Looking beneath the surface
Is not what I can expect of you
Asking for a chance
It can never be me
Neither will I do that
Living in a world that is far from you
I can never be like you
I try to enter yours
But i was driven out
By the fact which tells me
I dont belong there.
Happiness on your face
Tears in my eys, i am glad
Tears on your face
Blood in my heart , i am hurt
What can i do, what can i say
Maybe heaven knows and i shall find my way
But to you, will you understand
That when a love is given i
it can never be replaced by anything, any means or any ends
Allow me to forget you.
I need your love
I need your care
I am desperate for you
Will you ever listen to me ?
Will you ever know its you.. ITS YOU!
You never bother to get into my life
I am too concerned about yours
I didnt know why i am here for
My purpose is so clear yet i feel nothing
You don't need me at all
I just wished that i may just disppear on this earth
To a faraway place further than eden
I dont want to see you
I dont want to hear you
I dont want to know about you
Are all lies
At this point, i can only retreat
I cannot go forward
there is no place for me in your heart
I love you.
vis
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9/06/2005 09:20:00 pm
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= Tide and Time =
Well Well.. so many things have happened...
really didnt feel like updating or even on the computer for the past three days.. i guessed some friends must be missing me already.. =xxx BHB anyway.. who will ever miss me mans.. =((
oh i see the signboard flashing in my mind man. All right. well.. just on sat the Come on shoot crew came to Np again and we did the recording over the forum topic : AIDS ..
Well, at first i really thought that people who got AIDS through sexual means really derserved it. but until one speaker mentioned about the yellow ribbon project.. I was somehow deeply touched by that. Since the society has the heart to accept this people once again, well me? I feel that we should give them a chance in the society as well. Because we have a forgiving God. There's no way i can have a big heart like His.. LORD, grant me a heart like Yours. You accept all mankind despite what we are, every tribe every tongue, as ourself. Thank You Lord.
By the way, Zhiyong(cg) asked me to enjoy my blogging.. haha.. dont worry i will.. Gosh.. what am i doing here at 4am.. i have no idea. .HOLIDAYS are here.. my mum has been nagging me calling me to tidy the house for her.. haha i am hesitating know.. i love things to be messy.. being neat destroys my creativity man.. oh well. no choice i guess. =((
Well i ever thought that why am i so tomboyish on the surface.. well.. deep down i am not lors.. hahas.. Only God knows yea? =)) i am actually very submissive de.. thats why i am trying to put a false front .. a strong front that no one will allow me to be submissive to his/her idea or ways.. Only God sees through that..
Oh my oh my.. i love wubai ! His music though cheena is cheena la.. but its nice ~ GOR PAH! u rocks mans.. the guit solo.. wooh.. zan~~ !!
Dorts dorts dorts.. i really dont know why my dad is criticising me having painted black nails.. oh my, *shakes head* he was too angry about that till he dont want have lunch in front of me.. Throwing tantrums hehs! like i will entertain.. i still stick to my black nails please.. hahah.. am i trying to be rebellious? ? i dont know.. someone tell me ? ?
+walking stong, broken dreams, invisible pillars, broken down, strong again+
vis
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9/05/2005 03:44:00 am
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= KAP mac =
Yo mAvis..
I am here to blog again. haha, currently in King Albert's Park mac.. Slacking with Melody, Idy and Carmon. Msn-ing, chatting with Darling William. hahs, miss u loads William.. But now you're attached and always hear that the other one treats you well.. glad to hear that, i hope that you will really get happiness from your partner this time round. I support you !! =)) Liyang, dont mistreat my william alrights.. wo da ni ah !
Haha, enough of the crapping already.. William is none other than Winda and her Vincent is me !! ME ME ME !! HAHA.. I am going abot hay wire now..
Yesterday i had a weird dream.. and this is how it goes..
I went to a hospital... to visit someone i dont know cos he's sick. terminally ill.. going to die any moment those kind.. and erm, i went there alone. Just when i was feeling so compassionate for the dying man, this guy came in ( he is one of my friends -- someone i know) and he did something to clam down.. ( well for me to know for you to find out ) HAHA i was like so shocked but somehow i didnt stop that person from doing that. SIAO, real life confirm not like that one lors~ anyways, its a dream man.
Oh yes. there is this guy in my campus.. i dont recognise him by his face.. Only his cologne.. so nice.. But... i am still having the contradiction whereby do i really like girls ? I am so worried.. its like.. too extreme. I know its because of someone la. but is this really me ?? THANK GOD i found back my reaction towards guys.. hahahs.. HALLEUJAH.. if not i really thought that i am a lesbian i tell you.. but its like.. switching every now and then.. anyway.. i got better things to do than to think about all these stuffs ?
I am still composing some songs every now and then, in chinese and english.. but still.. aiya you guys know la.. my language is limited de lors..
i am stupid..
Vis
vis
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9/02/2005 11:32:00 am
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= Realisation =
Now i realised that my chinese fonts cannot be read.. -_-'''
OK.
Haha.. nothing much to blog today, went back to ping yi met up with SAPX Aka sheena, aiching, peiying and xueling. Haha.. miss those days. yes..
and shane.. busying with music.. glad he's still as crazy as ever and yanyu still as enthu abt magic tricks as usual..
well.. thats about it all. Gotta sleep early. Tomorrow i need to meet lei to do the project. I still have some gender misconception. Anyway..foget it. I am determined to forget him.. regardless the situation.
vis
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9/01/2005 01:00:00 am
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