"even when tears will fall down like rain,
never give up."
No matter how hard it seems
It's time to put on another smile
living beyond yourself for today
living for more than just me everyday
living for the Truth and nothing's gonna change that
++// mavis
++// 19
++// 17 aug 1988
++// poly yr 3 cum nie student, chinese teacher to be
Monday, August 29, 2005
= Honeydew =
Haha,
Aint i blessed? My mum bought me honeydews.. Love them.Sheena just asked me i can attend her chalet.. I really want to go.. But You know.. Being a Christian myself, i have a Non-Christian mum who believes in ghost festivals as usual in customs.. Ah.. Customs again..
School has been busy and busy.. Hadnt been free one bit.. Maybe only now.. I got into a conflict with my group members for socpsy project, because i felt that i have been doing the interview the last time and would hope that they can help me complete the interview this time. AS we have some unasked questions, but they assumed that i know the interviewee well and i should go. Therefore i really felt anguish.. I voice out how i feel and stuff like that.. To make things worse they kept quiet and i was even more angry.. because they are really waiting for me to do the things. Its kind of like paiseh to them because they are not familar with the interviewee as i do. Oh well.. I can really sense the tention and one of them almost broke into a conflict with me. then i heard the holy spirit says: " mavis, God is a merciful God. Be like Him. Forgive and forget. the harvest is plentiful but the labourers are few. Dont ask for fame, ask for His favor"
THANK YOU JESUS! THANK YOU HOLY SPIRIT! I apologised to my friend. and was really stressed nowadays.. If the holy spirit had not spoken to me, i might be too overboard and quarrel with them over a small thing.. : EFFORT. Oh well ..
Been thinking about him so many times today.. Its so horrible.. Things are not getting better in my heart. but worse.. I had been like missing him more and more.. every now and then, i hate that! He's not for me.. He's not for me! LORD, make me like You.. I love You, Holy Spirit, my helper and my friend.