"even when tears will fall down like rain,
never give up."
No matter how hard it seems
It's time to put on another smile
living beyond yourself for today
living for more than just me everyday
living for the Truth and nothing's gonna change that
++// mavis
++// 19
++// 17 aug 1988
++// poly yr 3 cum nie student, chinese teacher to be
Friday, August 19, 2005
= Friday =
Phew, its friday again.. i long waited for fridays to come along man.. haha.. cos it always feels good to be alone on a friday afternoon.. well, though everyday there might be chances that you might be alone, but if its on a friday... things just turn out the different way.. For the past 2 weeks, i was hoping that like my friends, i would have someone by my side, encouraging me through all my ups and downs and stuff, till i realise that its not the time and stuff.. Still, Lord Jesus, i'm so honoured to have You in my life. You never let me go at every moment of time even when i thought of backsliding.
I really have loads of new resoponsibilities coming up from school, being the creative director of the class, involving in the Chinese studies notice board, planning job for the Mid-autumn festival, Being part of the Chinese society DJ community and Singing one(might start soon), life is ever so fun, exciting and at the same time busy and tiring. I really want to love God with all my heart but everytime i disappoint Him.. I don't wanna grieve the Holy spirit.. Haiz, however, we shouldnt maginify problems and reminding ourselves of them, instead, LEts look up to Jesus and believe that I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me, He would never let us go.. Anyway, i really want to concentrate on the piorities in my life now man. Knowing that my life's in His hands... I have only one thing to ask from Him.. Bring me back to the heart of worship.. I am desperate to go back.